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Monday, January 29, 2007

Well I guess in life, we human beings are bound to face up and downs and today was a mixture of both. Firstly I was overjoyed at the fact that I had the higher marks among the failures for the retest 19/20 to be precise. I'm at a lost at whether to feel proud of it. You get what I mean.

The sad incident of the day would have to be the public canning witness during the school's assembly program. Why must people resort to such mannerism just to settle a "minute" insult on another man's brain? Sometimes it’s just so weird to see people that I’ve know for many years during my primary school days change so much. I myself find it hard to believe that I’m the person I am today. Given that I was in the bottom third of the cohort in primary school. Few would have expected me to make it to the top Ngee Ann Primary Class 1R3. Fewer would have expected me to become the head of the student council. In conclusion fight for your wants. Who would have taught some one of my Calabria would have made it this far. I myself am shocked. I guess part of its must have been god will’s.

My dream of becoming a pilot is every becoming close. Fortunately, I happen to be taking subjects which are all related to the aeronautical industry. Physics and Geography are perhaps the most relevant of them all. It hard to explain how my passion for the skies developed. I guess it must have been the constant traveling during my childhood days that developed my passion for these engineering wonder.

I guess I’ve have to take my leave as failure to do so would only result in a less than awake person sitting for his major Social Studies Test tomorrow.

Goodbye people!

Labels: Life

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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

I've just gone thru the two most intriguing test of my sec 4 lives E & A Math common tests. A Math retest was a breeze. Really thank god for giving me the confidence to do the whole paper without fishing my eyeballs to my neighbors’ paper. E Math was another careless filled paper. I couldn't believe I actually calculated one of the frequency density values wrongly. It's simply dumb. Forget it. Eventually managed to finishe the whole paper so I shall not complain too much.

Crescent girls concert is coming up really soon. I guess I still need to improve on the transition between the "ABBA" songs the timings is so confusing. Plus Mr. Chua funny conducting methods. He changes style so dramatically till the whole bands lost. Luckily it’s rather simply but tiring beat. My legs literally die upon the ending of the song.

5 more test coming up. ... Elective history, geography, physics, chemistry and social studies. It feels as if school has just begun. It's really hard adapting from the holiday lifestyle to the workaholic that the school demands of us. Just so not me.

How I wish I could be like Larry Edward chew woo Ming a.k.a Gil we-ani. Naturally intelligent and not syntactically intelligent. The world is unfair.

It’s currently 10.09pm and I’ve not completed my Geog homework. Hiye I seriously prefer physical geog. So much more interesting compared to human geog. human geog is so common sense. It doesn't really challenge your mind. For example why do humans migrate from rural to urban areas? Obvious right.

Next post will be a perfect English one.

Labels: School

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9:50 pm

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Well another weekend has passed and it getting ever so closer to O levels. You know what O levels stands for. General Certificate of Education Ordinary Level. Ordinary level only. That means its nothing great. Looking at the sec 4 suffering just to meet the passing grade. Its hard to believe the things we're studying is only ordinary and nothing advance.

Just got my in growth toenail cut by a professional doctor. Never before has cutting toenails been such a painful affair. Got to head down to a podiatrist to see whether it needs surgery hopefully not. I'm hoping it’s a one off incident although the doc says it’s highly likely to grow back.

Weekend was ok. As usual band in the morning followed by church at 3pm guess what I’m going to be confirm soon! Firstly that means I’ve personally accepted god and my savior. Secondly its going to be the last time we're going to have cat class together. I'm kind of sad over that. Hopefully we're meet during during combine ministry prayer services. According to our leaders, the Holy Spirit will enlighten us with gifts as and when we're ready for it. The feeling one would feel according to him simply unexplainable. Also we shouldn’t be afraid if we feel that the holy sprit is surrounding us or entering out hearts. I wonder what I should include in my letter to the archbishop. I'm being filled with excitement.

Sunday was pure studying. Having 3 tests next week. Amaths, EMaths and Chemistry. Working hard to do well for all of them.

Labels: Weekend

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10:47 pm

I've yet to tabulate the handphones surveys due to a serious lack of time. Hopefully Xiao Mei faces the same problem as me.The sc's been working really hard for the past few weeks trying to pull the handphone rule thru. It’s as if we're not been doing much throughout the year. Seriously speaking CCA seems to be of a higher priority over the student council. How then can u expect me to pull the SC members? Hiye sometimes its not as easy as the school populations thinks. Even me myself and I faces the problem of squeezing in time for SC meetings. I've already quit one competition due to my increasing workload.

I'm getting closer to reaching my goal. Hopefully i'll get it done by monday.I've been waiting for this day for a long time and i seriously hope it could come sonner. After that its pure determination and half luck. I hope luck is on my side.

I'm done with my entry for the weekend.Except more to come as I get filled with more and more activities.

Labels: Weekend

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10:09 pm

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Self conscious? Yes we are. Unchivalrous? I definitely think so. Well it’s kind of true that most of us merely do thing for ourselves and not to help a friend. Think back for a moment. When was the last time you actually did something for someone whole heartily just so that his day would be a better one? Long time huh? Personally it’s been a long time since I actually did something solely just for my friend.

I guess that’s how the world revolves round. Majority of the things we do are either for ourselves or to help a friend only to if one stands to gain.

The worlds dying. Gone are the days when man respected animals. Gone are the days where virginities are kept till marriage. Gone are the days where science formula didn't exist. Gone are the days where one could live without having education. Gone is the day when there weren't terriost. Our world is unsafe. What happens if tomorrow nuclear reactors explodes or worst another repeat of the atomic bombing takes place? Radiation would probably fill the world. Plunging us into instant heat which may causes skin cancer.

Hard on the outside soft of the inside. I guess that's the perfect phrase to describe me. When it comes to affairs of the heart, I seem to fair rather badly. Blame it on the lack of guts, lack of experience and the fear factor within me. The scapegoat has been my commonly used excuse for failing to live up to challenges. So near yet so far as the saying goes. Hopefully one day I’ll break through the concrete wall that’s holding me back soaring to greater heights. Help me people.

Don't Give Up,its just the weight of the world, when your're hearts heavy,i'll lift it for you,dun give up,because u want to be heard,if silence keeps you,i'll breake it for u

Everybody wants to be understood, well i can't hear you, everybody wants to be love,dun give up, Because you are loved

Labels: The world

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Sunday, January 14, 2007

School starts at 8.30 tomorrow. Reason being? They want us to have a proper breakfast. Personally I find it a really ridiculous explanation but since its enables we poor souls to wake up SLIGHTLY later, shan't bother too much.

I've completed my physics and half my amaths homework. A Math’s HW was a killer and guess wad? Mdm low said it’s only gonna get "harder and harder" Integration and differentiation should be the next topic and every one says it’s hysterically hard. I’ve put so much into Amaths that it’s taken a toll on my other subjects.

Tomorrow is the SC photo taking session. I've been hoping for this day for a long time. When we can all get together and take a nice formal photo together. Isn't it just weird that the sec 3 aren't close to the sec 4 at all? I've tried countless time to integrate them together but somehow they just won't talk. Two group with totally different characters. Its so lyk romance. Where two parties meet each other only to find they dun hit off well. As the saying goes it’s the inside that matters.

Oh my name has been finally put on the board. And it says 2007 not 2006 unsure wad it’s suppose to be. Never mind shall accept wad they school has decided. I'm under their scrutiny you know?

My admiration for a particular person has still not cease to exist. Hopefully we can acknowledge each other soon. It’s going to take time. A long time indeed. Years months days I dun noe. It’s not for me to decide.

Even thought this is a personal blog. I dun feel comfortable saying certain stuff each. Maybe it shall go into my private Microsoft word diary.

Labels: School

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Thursday, January 11, 2007

OK I guess I’m gonna have to keep this blog going as failure to do so will most definitely result in slipping English grades and of course to voice out all the utterly distressing stuff.

I'm having the strange feeling now. I'm actually admiring someone whom I don't know. The person appears really unique to me and although I see the person everyday, it’s hard to believe we've never spoken. It’s an unexplainable feeling. How ironic life can be.

How fast time flies indeed. Can't really believe that I’m in sec 4. 365*4 days got so fast meh?Looking back at tons of files surrounding my cupboards. It’s really hard to believe I’ve complied so much information into my brain. Worst still, revising the files in preparation for the O level examination. Impending deathe

Haha today a really blur teacher came in to invigilate the Amaths test. Being naturally blurry,he started the papers ten minutes late. However he insisted on ending the paper on time. and guess wad he said "I’ll tell your teacher that I gave you guys only 50 mins so that she will give you 10 mins more next time" Seriously how dumb is that. Any fool would simply copy the question, go home and work the answer and "fill the blanks" during the remaining ten minutes. Haha relief teachers. So gullible.

Sec 1 campfire was bad. Student leader lacked the passion and an unreasonable teacher being unreasonable. Was thinking to myself yesterday? If he handed out the cert to me wad would I have done. Possibly tear in front of him or throw it in the thrash. I'll never accept a cert from someone who only gives it half heartily. It spoils the whole meaning. Get it? Hes an incorrigible freak whoese life revolves round hes own mind games.

Labels: Year 2007

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10:08 pm

OK I guess I’m gonna have to keep this blog going as failure to do so will most definitely result in slipping English grades and of course to voice out all the utterly distressing stuff.

I'm having the strange feeling now. I'm actually admiring someone whom I don't know. The person appears really unique to me and although I see the person everyday, it’s hard to believe we hardly even meet let alone speak. It’s an unexplainable feeling. How ironic life can be.

How fast time flies indeed. Can't really believe that I’m in sec 4. 365*4 days got so fast meh?Looking back at tons of files surrounding my cupboards. It’s really hard to believe I’ve complied so much information into my brain. Worst still, revising the files in preparation for the O level examination. Impending deathe

Haha today a really blur teacher came in to invigilate the Amaths test. Being naturally blurry,he started the papers ten minutes late. However he insisted on ending the paper on time. and guess wad he said "I’ll tell your teacher that I gave you guys only 50 mins so that she will give you 10 mins more next time" Seriously how dumb is that. Any fool would simply copy the question, go home and work the answer and "fill the blanks" during the remaining ten minutes. Haha relief teachers. So gullible.

Sec 1 campfire was bad. Student leader lacked the passion and an unreasonable teacher being unreasonable. Was thinking to myself yesterday? If he handed out the cert to me wad would I have done. Possibly tear in front of him or throw it in the thrash. I'll never accept a cert from someone who only gives it half heartily. It spoils the whole meaning. Get it? Hes an incorrigible freak whoese life revolves round hes own mind games.

Labels: Year 2007

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