The coming June holidays has led me to reflect on what I’ve achieved in my 5 months at collage. Well firstly, I have to say I’ve made many new friends though not very close, it beats having none. It weird to think that most of my "best" friends despite the fact that we're studying at different institutions come from my secondary school. I guess it’s really hard to break the 10 years that we've been in the same school.

College life itself has been driving me crazy. I've been failing somewhat often and it’s really taking a toll of my confidence. Once a person who was confidently passing his exams with somewhat good grades to a mediocre one who is struggling to pass. I don't want this fate though it seems to be happening all around me. It sucks feeling that you're not good enough to have mastered the subject/topic.

Japan is in 1 week time and I can't help but wait for it to come sooner. I need escape from the realism of Singapore Education and induct myself into another world for 9 odd days. Hopefully I’ll be reignited into studying once again.

My first of two June common tests is approaching in 5 weeks time and guess what? I've yet to study. Wonderful Sean! I have to do something. I just don't know how.

Sean Philip Lim
The dolorous interior
On a facade of delirious exterior
Fake as it may sound
Reality has stroked.
And freeing himself
In all might
Is horrendous

Labels: JC Life

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11:47 pm