I'm currently in a real werid situtation. I want you to be happy and at the same time I want you by my side. I wish for a reply but if it's your will not to reply then sometimes i wish you don't reply. All I want is for you to be happy and if that means me moving out of your field of vision, I'll gadly do so. Cause its you that matters not me. Fullstop
Half way in the mist of studying for my last exam paper. Maths. Realise how much I’m still unsure off. Inequalities is killing me, graphs are total Indian. Calculus is rusty. Oh no I don't know why I’m posting. YOU SHOULD BE STUDYING. Okay bye bye. I just feel I needed to blog. Post number 215. Argh realise my blog has been around for somewhat a long time (comparatively). Good thing that it’s not famous. I don't wish for the whole to know what’s going on in my life. That saying, I just created a private blog for my deepest of issues that thou shall not review.
I hope can return to the way before. Cause it currently sucks. Give me a sign and I'll fly to you
Labels: JCTs
June Holidays over in a jiffy. Two main activities occupied this year’s June Holidays
The Fairyland Group
Vamoosed myself off to the Land of the Rising Sun forecasting boring museums and endless reflections. Thankfully, it turned out for the better.
Meet an amazing person. Studied more about the culture (not that I remember much though) and saw sides of people I never imagine were plausible. The freaking out of the minuscule size of the rooms in matsumoto. Uncontrollable laughing. Faces turning red. Abhorrently dreadful meals. The observations of the wonderful effects sedative chemicals have on supposed sober people. The mouth watering takoyakis at Osaka. And who can forget the endless rain. This in its way brought joy
I don't ever want to leave Japan. I wish it all never ended. Sadly, I'm back in my homeland facing the biggest challenge my 17 year old soul is trying to come to terms with. Studying for the June Common Test Codename :JCTs. No way have i ever come closed to studying during the June Holidays
8 days of my life I’ll remember in a long time to come.
Currently at Home attempting to study properly for the upcoming exams. Probably see a post about the impending embarrassment I’m going have shaft in my face.
Things I wish would never happen to me.
-See Miss Nor for a heart to heart talk
-Drop one of PDPs
-Lose someone
I'm really sorry. I didn't mean for it to happen. It never crossed my mind. Please forgive me.
Lovely lyrics for a lovely person
You look so beautiful today
When you’re sitting there it’s hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn’t matter but you feel so far away
And I can’t lie, every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face
And I…Cuz I just can’t take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
And I can wait…I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you’re gone, it won’t stop bleeding
I can wait…I can wait
Labels: Hunky-Dory