Man, I’m in the mist of studying for promotional exams now and somehow I started feeling sentimental to all the friends I’ve had over the 10 years. Considering I grew up with them many from primary 1(when we were all the kiddish kiddiewinks that we now laugh at) to the cool sec 4 students (talk about everyone communicating via sms and having all sort of unimaginable hairstyles). Hiye maybe being in the ngee ann system of following thru from primary school to secondary school isn't that great after all. Feeling so deserted from the people I’ve spent the best time of my life with and needless to say I’m not particular enjoying my college now. Hiye it's as though our friendship survived solely because of the fact that we want to the same studying grounds.

I've dropped my favourite activities just so I could serve the school better but is that what I really what or am I plainly doing for the soul good of having a good testimonial? Hiye I need to get my wants in life correctly sorted out. Right now I’m living the day as it comes and goes and looking at it from the long term point of view, it isn't a very wise thing to do. Guess what...i'm lost and what i wanna be. Science/Finance....wo bu zhi dao!

On a lighter note, I just received my handphone bill and i chalked up 800mins of talk time. I don't recall talking for 13 hours odd over the period of the last month but seriously, who gives a dame when you have free incoming calls.

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