The World Has Changed

2010-01-04T23:01:00.006+08:00

Considering how dead this blog has been. Its hardly surprising this would be probably be the sole and only post for the New Year. I guess as much as i would have liked to abandon the blog, the past 3 years or so has taught me never to forget the past.

2009 was probably the worst year of my life and ironically also the best year. From ripping the seeds of my hard work in sports to falling into state just short of depression upon receiving my prelim results. I guess most people wouldn't understand this feeling and that was perhaps the only reason why i tried my best to disguise the pain. Even my parents for that matter. The only person who perhaps understood me most was my lord, Jesus. Its amazing how the supernatural works in way we never could imagine. From the homilies during mass to individual confessions, his messages always seems to get to me somehow. Perhaps the most of comforting of them was the hug Father Fred offered upon hearing about the state i was in. I know it sounds wrong(guy-guy hug) but in a churchly context, nothings wrong. Plus it made me feel a whole lot better. Although i hope for good grades for the A-Levels, i've always believed in accepting what god wants. Looking back, I've come to realize that there's so much more to life than just our stupid Singapore Education System. I want to experience a truly enjoyable learning environment and not one where everybody is fighting to be on top of one another, comparing grades and even backstabbing at times. I really hope my parents,especially my mum does see this desired further that i really really want. I know i won't be happy in Singapore and as they always say "life's too short for regrets"

On a happier note, 2009 was the year my aged fell into the young adult category. Sex, Alcohol and M18 movies became legal and learning driving was like the first thing i wanted to accomplish. Haha, now that i've gotten my license it doesn't feel that great after all.

Perhaps the most commendable achievement was proving everyone wrong during A-Division. Nobody taught i was capable of what i achieved and honestly neither was i. Call me a sadist but i just love feeling of proving people wrong and seeing the smug on their faces. Well i just really hope to pass on the experience to those whom i think are not performing up to expectations.

And that's my year in a nutshell...Good Bye Blog :)

2010 Resolutions
1)Love all my family and friends the way Jesus Loves all of us :) Make sure they feel that love.
2)Be a really safe driver, screw those who think driving is cool cause I'm too young to be putting myself in unnecessary danger.
3)Be a really good senior to all the bowlers and councilors. Enforce the value:ACTION SPEAKS 100000TIMES LOUDER THAN WORDS
4)Get into OCS! I need to bring the family some honor to override all the shame I've brought.
5)Start searching for that special girl. No forceful tactics thought, everything has to happen naturally :)

2009-07-15T22:38:00.003+08:00

I WANT TO DO WELL
I NEED TO DO WELL
I WANT TO GO TO AN IVY LEAGUE UNIVERSITY/LSE/IMPERIAL!

gosh! The stupid education is taking over my brain, body and soul. Intrigued by how overwhelmed I’m feeling over what was once a breeze in the park.
Statues Quo, I'm not confident of getting the grades i truly desire for my national examinations.

WAKE UP SEAN, you've waited 12 years for this moment!

Improved since the March common test but still not satisfied.

I want and I need to be a top performing student, not some mediocre student who would fail terribly in this elitist society of today! Today i happened to be at the UK university talk in school and it pounded on me how much my grades will affect my future. To think a careless mistake could cost me an entire grade! Denying me the dreams I’ve always wanted to pursue. To say i am afraid would be an understatement. I am terrified! Throughout my whole education, i always had to look bad and say "maybe..what if...where would i be now" I've lived a life of disappointments. People may say that I’m already an elite studying in a top junior college but well, you don't know how it feels until you're fighting for that university spot among the millions of students around the world.

I WILL DO WELL FOR A-LEVELS!

I HAVE TO :(

2009-07-08T23:25:00.003+08:00

I AM DYING from fatigue. I shall start updating tomorrow again. Or at least i will try to restart this dead blog

2009-04-09T20:17:00.004+08:00

The two very happy events in my life today! I got an A for my project work! First Distinctions for A-Levels. To all the teachers who doubt me, this is for you right smack in your face! DO NOT DOUBT ME. I WILL FLY FOR A-LEVEL!

Second: I passed my theory test which means i can start to learn to drive. 2 months to my practical exam and i'll be on the roads driving my parents car! Gosh excited to the core. SHEILA TOH will be my first passenger! :D :D HAHA i'll be a good civic minded driver okay.Althought i do have a thing for hearing revved up engines. :D

I LOVE today and how i hope everyday could be like that. I WILL CREATE MY FUTURE OUTCOME! HERE I COME FLYING PEOPLE!

2009-03-31T21:59:00.004+08:00

It's been donkey years since my last updated and a mountain of information has been jammed waiting to be released like a carbonated drinks that has just been shaken. Please therefore bare with my explosions people!

Alot has been happening recently. Extremely overjoyed my bowling is finally on the upswing. All the months of dwarfish levels of bowling considering I was focusing on technique are gone and here comes the uprising of high scores!

MCTs have been largely depressing. The subjects I put in effort for were not repaid. :(

Once again I rethink the past decisions I’ve made. What would I have been if I’ve not the choices I had made? Would I be a better person? Happier? Not being thrown off the cliffs time and time again. I need to learn to believe in myself again.

Something I hold very strongly is the believe that one should only comment on others if she or he is able to better or improve on the task. I would never go out to bring down someone should I not be able to do it myself. This might sound so random but yes I have my reasons for saying this. What happened a few days ago has made me realised the world is made up of hypocrites! Sorry to say but I think some of them are within my social circle and I think my acquaintances is the furthest I will stretch my relationship too.

2009-02-23T00:16:00.002+08:00

The Room i've been living in for the past two weeks :(

I'm just so tired of this education system i'm in :(

2009-02-15T22:13:00.004+08:00

Why am i feeling so screwed with my life? I suck at studies, i don't bowl particularly well, i'm single on Valentine ’s Day and I’m inherited with deficiencies every part of my body. Why can't i be like other people who score good grades are excellent in their PDPs are happily in love and have perfect bodies. I just don't understand this world!

Why is it that we strive for equality when there already exist so many inequalities in us? My life to its current points has been filled with struggles and pain. I've never thoroughly enjoyed my life apart from those snippets where i actually felt the world was behind my back. In 18 years, i struggled to get on my feet, struggled to hold a pen correctly, struggled to pass that second language of mine, death with the pain of awful results time and time again despite studying, getting rejected by the people i adore most, lacking the guts to fight for my cause. The list goess onnn and onnn. Positives are non-existent! Why do i always take the wrong path that leads to so much unhappiness?

Right now i need to fly away from this torture land. I need to find a place where i can find comfort in, where i truly feel in my comfort zone, where society doesn't discriminate you base on your appearance. A place called my fairyland. Does such a place even exist? Well i hope so.

I need people to accept me for who I am! Yes admit I have my shortcomings and faults. But who doesn't? Does the world even spare a thought for you? NO they just outcast you in society and make you feel like downright dirt. I want someone to share my love with. Be it friends or foe. I need someone who i can share everything with! EVERYTHING AND NOT SOMETHINGS. I feel like a lost cause.

Today is a sad day. I don't look forward to school tomorrow :(

I really need you in my life right now. Help me of out the slump please. Help me acheive what i ever so dearly yearn for. I want things to change for better but i don't know how! I keep trying but everytime i only fall deeper in. Its a trench so deep impossible to climb.I'm lost with my personal live and how to live it. But with you, nothing is impossible.

2009-02-12T20:13:00.005+08:00

Orientation + its nostalgic feelings are finally over. With that said, the main glitz of my council term has passed and a great sense of relief has been brought upon this dying soul of my. Really reallly really very happy that i got to interact with some of the OGMs. One of you totally made my day with the note of appreciation! It really means alot to me :) To the others who sent me SMSes thank you also! It really makes the pain all worthwhile.

Orientation Night and mass dance turned out really well. The heavens were on our side by keeping themselves close and the OGMs utterly enjoyed themselves during O Night. To the point that they ripped out the audio mixer cable. Seeing the smile on the faces of OGMs is what kept me going. Seriously

Had post evaluation today and I’m really glad most of you spoke the truth. I realise that I’m a seriously flawed person :( Never did i expect that a joke could be taken as something seriously to the point you would get offended. Well you can't get everyone in the world to like you so what the point of repairing a friendship beyond repair. Some wounds leave a scare after they heal and i guess you're just one of them.

Off to catch up with my HW.
Note: To the history teacher that caught me for my hair today and insulated me just because i was a council member, i think you're an awfully atrocious snobbish guy who fakes an American accent and THINKS you're cool. BUT YOU'RE NOT!

2009-01-20T20:12:00.001+08:00

New Year, New Beginning!

A very famous saying indeed, but how true is it? Well going by my personal experience I have to say that implementing this saying into my daily life is harder I would have ever wondered. Who would have thought that such a simple task such as “packing your bag before you sleep every night” could seem mammoth when it comes to putting it into daily practice and constantly battling that every so dreaded fatigue.

Why bother thinking about bigger goals in life when the small one’s don’t even work out. Well that’s a problem I guess we all face. But nevertheless, the goals must exist!

So what are my goals for the coming year? Well first at foremost at the zenith of probably every Junior College student would be to excel in the A-Level Examination. No easy feat by any circumstances but I’m sure that if I step my work load, the prospect may not be so winsome after all.

Secondly, in line with Temasek’s goal of developing all round students, something which I have been propaganda with, I aim to well in my two PDPs. Namely Students’ Council and Bowling. Bowling in particular has been very challenging for me given that I am constantly being faced or surrounded by people who have been bowling for years before I even knew what the sport was all about. Given my “noobess” of my abilities, there has been immense self created pressure on myself to perform up to expectations of the team. Not helping too is the constant pressure of the Students’ Council and being part of the bowling executive committee which have and are going to take up considerable possible study times.

Thirdly, I hope to pass my driving test as well as improve in my musical interest (drums and piano). Having done music for nearly 4 years in my secondary school, taking a sabbatical for the sake of studies is akin to stopping my oxygen supply. Music is what keeps me going. It’s a place I vent my emotions on. Be it happy or sad, music gives me a chance to express how I feel when i want it. The adrenaline of mastering a piece or getting coordination on the drums right is something i cannot explain in words.

A New Year brings new hope and new dreams. Every time i look back at the year and reflect, an air of satisfaction of being to complete a year of disappointments surrounds me and it I guess that what keeps me going. I’ve learnt in my short 18 years that life was never meant to be a bunch of roses. Instead the challenges are there for a reason and it only serves to make me stronger. Granted that I’ve fallen several times but as a whole, i dare say that i was stronger then I use to be a year ago. Junior College has stretched my stress tolerance to a level i never thought was attainable and therefore the saying “everything happens for a reason” has been realised by Sean’s positive dying soul.

Determination! The feeling I ever so yearn for is beginning to ingrain itself in me and I hope it applies to all subjects.

OMG it's been ages since i wrote something like that.

2009-01-07T23:02:00.003+08:00

1 Hour till the day i turn 18! It's time for a little review of how the year has been for me

Adapting to JC life was harder than i expected. Gone are all my regular A grades. Instead i'm forced into seeing U,S or Es all the time. When will this torment ever end? I need to start seeing my A-Grades again if not I’ll be screwed for my A-Levels

Learing a new sport is indeed an interesting experience. Never thought i would pick up bowling till the day i actually attended training at tampines safra. I still remember the first day i attended training. People were walking into the alley while i was blindly waiting outside. Gosh how foolish i could be. Progress in bowling has been okay minus the fact that I’ve yet to get my technique correct. Slowly mastering the art of throwing a good bowling ball. Good News! I'm planning to invest in a new higher, more reactive ball soon. There goes my ang bao money for the year!

Students' Council has indeed been an eye opener for me. Never thought i would be so into serving the school. Getting direct school admission didn't help either as i was expected to live up to bigger expectations. Coping with two PDPs is not an easy task indeed and my advice is unless you're a person who can surviving on non-studying to get thru your exams. Stick to one! Nearly paid the price myself and glad it didn't help. Divine intervention so to speak.

Countries i've been two this year. Malaysia as usual. Japan twice! In summer and winter. It's great to see a country in two different seasons and experience what living in a country living in four seasons feel like.

And so that sums up my year in a giffy. 2009 will be a better year!

Its 50 mins till i turn 18 now!

2009-01-01T23:19:00.005+08:00

First of all Happy New Year and a late Merry Christmas to one and all.

Sean is back from a month of not blogging. Well many things have happened over the past 25 days odd.

Been bowling alot. Learning new stuff and correcting my mistakes each and every time i hit the lanes. So happy i got a new high score. Can't wait to break the barrier that seperates the amatures from the pros. The target has been set! The process begins now.

Bowling camp from the 29th to 31st was a blast. So much so for planning to attack sean yeow for making us cycle 25km. Oh gosh that was probably the most i ever cycled in my whole entire life. To add to that pain was the lousy bikes the team has to suffer thru. Thank God Seans have better bikes to spare these jiggered members. Bonding activities went well and i guess everyone enjoyed the camp which makes it ever more worthwhile. So much for nagging by the teacher I/C HAHA

Christmas was spent with the family. Midnight mass was really good with everybody well dressed all prepared to celebrate the lord’s birthday. If only our weekly mass could feel like this. Presents were simple and nice. Nothing too extravagant which practically describe the person i am. Yes i love to spend my money on gadgets but well i don't usually spent on clothes.

New Year Resolutions’? Sadly none :( I live my life by the day. Well of course there are hope and dreams but how many can actually turn into reality. We live in a world where tomorrow is uncertain. Live each day to the fullest thinking there will be no tomorrow. Easy to say but how many of us can actually do that.

And so to end of this simply worded post. Goodbye.

8 days to the day i become 18!

2008-12-05T18:53:00.003+08:00

I'm Angry! And when i'm angry, i use big words! I spam vocabulary! Whether they make sense or not!

Isn't it just absurd when ONE word can totally change your mood for the whole day. Well, I’ve been the victim of that this time. How brainless of a brainless guy like me to get into such circumstances.

Isn't it just inane to realise how stupid you are only when someone tells you? Well i don't dare say you're anywhere more intelligent than me. What gives you the right to say something like that! I've got way more bullshit that you if you didn't realise and it has affected my studies!

I just wished i never met you because all you have is a facade of good temperament and supposed goodwill when deep down inside your true self is there for all to see!

I cannot name you because i will forgive you. Whether i like it or not. It's just a matter of time.

Father God, Please help me forgive this person, I need you now! Badly

2008-12-03T21:12:00.004+08:00

Gosh what is this disillusioned world coming to! We're slowly but surely retreating to the pre-world war 2 eras when all wrangles and hostility seem to be settled by ferocities instead of a peaceful treaty. So much for the social studies about diplomacy and deterrence. Diplomacy is dying! The world is dying.:(

On a lighter note, so thrilled glad night is finally over. The slogging and exertion over 9 months is finally over. Glad everything turned out okay although a lot of things could have turned out better. Haha walking out of marina mandarin at 2am ,walking freely on the roads along Temasek boulevard as thought the whole freaking country belongs to you is the fragments of stuff I’ll live to remember! Why did the doltish Xin Wan have to close so early. I bet we could have continued talking till dawn broke.

Now for some much needed after all the frenzy of the past week! Oh yes i finally saw and touched snow in such a long long time. I'm genuinely considering living in a country with four seasons

Gosh i wish i never came back to this hell zone called SINGAPORE

ahahaha..grad night comm

2008-11-21T19:56:00.001+08:00

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2008-11-13T20:43:00.003+08:00

Right now i'm seriously feeling debilitated over the past 4 days of action..most insane period with hardly any break whatsoever. Not that i didn't have fun but its just that literally not sleeping for three days is absoulutely the most horrifying experience you would ever go through. You'll probably get to sleep more in an army barrick for the comparison!

On a lighter note. GROUP 11 won the best overall group. Gosh! Hunks and Babes of group 11. I can't express the gratification when i heard bao going"1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 and ELELVEN" Oh gosh i'm really blessed to have such awesome spirited people and acknowledged that some of you really opened up once we cracked the nutshells. It's been a blessing being able to facilitate you people. $75 dollars ben & Jerry's voucher. We're growing fat people!

OMG why do i look so spastic is all photos! I guess thats the reason i hate taking such pictures.

Once again, rafting was name the best event!

2008-11-08T00:58:00.002+08:00

For once is a very very long time, Sean seriously felt horrible. Got home today and took a bath. Next thing I knew, i was feeling freaking giddy. Exhaustion i guess. Went to sleep at 7pm and guess what? Next thing I knew I’m waking up now at 1.00AM. Okay 3 school based meetings plus bowling and slc camp presentation were probably the reason coupled me with me trying to finish the mosaic that takes 9 hours just for one piece to be completed.

Okay done with all life's adversity! Tomorrow Justin's house and possibly some hard gay action from the guys of 16/08. Especially you know who? LOL

2008-11-04T21:24:00.005+08:00

I'm so bored of reading my economics notes for revision so here a little analogy that depicts what I’ve been through recently

Let’s say one day you decide to go skating alone, given that the exams were over and you were in a somewhat nonchalant mood and wanted to spend some time alone. You decide not to use your knee and arms guards and your feel confident enough such that the likelyhood of your falling down is literally zero. So you set off happily alone the path you planned to take. Suddenly you hit a rock and you crash towards the concrete floor. Feeling a pain gush down the nerves of your hands, you turn your head around and you realise that a deep cut has made its way into your hands. Slowly you drag yourself back home and apply antiseptic hoping the wounds would not get infected. At the same time you do all you can to aids its speedy recover. Several weeks later, your wound is completely healed. However there’s this tiny straight line that constantly reminds you of the past and therefore you decide against skating and decide to take up something new and of less risk.

One day at home you look at your skates and you decide that you missed those moments of carefree breeze and high speeds. However the prospect of falling against sits deeply within your mind and the scares leave too deep an impression for you to put on that skates again. And so deciding not to be tempted again, you take your skates and dump them into the storeroom. Closing the door, your vow never to look at them again.

Moral of the story? Some wounds don't heal completely

We did it TJ077!So proud of each and everyone of you!

2008-11-01T21:20:00.003+08:00

Oh man taking two bus rides consecutively over the pass today has enabled me to see a side of Singapore that I’ve fairly got to see over the 2008 year. I looked at the trees along the bus route and I’ve come to appreciate what a nice country I’m living in. To think i only started noticing them today! Now I’m having second thoughts of getting my tertiary education overseas.

Going back to Ngee Ann yesterday was somewhat a nice experience. i swear the new building is really huge and nice. Especially the auditorium and the High School Musical looking sports hall. The hall is literally double what it use to be during my days. Oh man why wasn't i born two years later :( Sad part thought what that the electricity being supplied to the council room was cut off and that their going to tear down that section of the classroom blocks. OH MAN....the place of my 4 years of education being tore down like a domino is a scene i don't want to see.

Haha a scary picture of ME with ME in the background!

2008-10-10T21:24:00.003+08:00

OMG 16/08 we're moving as a class!Yay nobody got retained and everyone pass...abit not with flying colours though..its only a matter of time before we do anyway.

As for myself, i'm at a lost on whether to feel happy or not. Glad that i managed to pass everything except for stupid phyics which became my worst subjects from my best subjects. Totally irritating. Argh...i don't wanna drop anything to H1 or there goes my dream of going into the united states. Wah Lao why did i watch Formula 1

2008-10-05T23:08:00.002+08:00

Argh its been one week since my promos are over and i can't help but feel that time is passing by so slowly. From the gut feelings that has been pondering my mind, i don't think i would do fantastically well. Hope that I’ll just pass. All I want is to move on to the next year of my junior college education. Time seems so slow.

Formula 1 was a Bang. OMG I think I’m going to go for it for the next 5 years or possibly 7 years that it is being staged in Singapore. Haha that’s provided i actually get free tickets every year. I got my McLaren shirt and it still lying nicely in my room with the plastic bag still on? It's too precious to be worn and considerering that it cost me a 100 bucks (yes that’s right 100 freaking dollars for a shirt) i think i should be diverting more than the usual attention towards it.

Oh man I’m going be stuck with loads and loads of PDP matters. Farewell concert photo slides, TASCIP mentor programme, Graduation Night and Student Leadership Camp Rafting I/C. Good luck Sean! Hope you survive this massive workload that’s going to be piled onto you. Plus of course bowling.

Haha today i went bowling and i guess a month without practice has caused my average score to be on the downfall. It's currently standing in the 120s range. Soobs Soobs

2008-09-18T22:03:00.004+08:00

Man, I’m in the mist of studying for promotional exams now and somehow I started feeling sentimental to all the friends I’ve had over the 10 years. Considering I grew up with them many from primary 1(when we were all the kiddish kiddiewinks that we now laugh at) to the cool sec 4 students (talk about everyone communicating via sms and having all sort of unimaginable hairstyles). Hiye maybe being in the ngee ann system of following thru from primary school to secondary school isn't that great after all. Feeling so deserted from the people I’ve spent the best time of my life with and needless to say I’m not particular enjoying my college now. Hiye it's as though our friendship survived solely because of the fact that we want to the same studying grounds.

I've dropped my favourite activities just so I could serve the school better but is that what I really what or am I plainly doing for the soul good of having a good testimonial? Hiye I need to get my wants in life correctly sorted out. Right now I’m living the day as it comes and goes and looking at it from the long term point of view, it isn't a very wise thing to do. Guess what...i'm lost and what i wanna be. Science/Finance....wo bu zhi dao!

On a lighter note, I just received my handphone bill and i chalked up 800mins of talk time. I don't recall talking for 13 hours odd over the period of the last month but seriously, who gives a dame when you have free incoming calls.

2008-09-06T14:47:00.005+08:00

Aiyo...this is going to be a very very singlish orientated post.

Aiyo retarded mugging is become the lingo of the retarded minds of the retarded people of junior college. I'm walking pass nearly every soul in college and guess what his doing. YES that’s right MUGGING.

OMG Sean mugging plans were suppose to have started ages ago but they've yet to reach top gear and probably never will OMG....i never knew mugging was so difficult, add to the fact that I've never done it before in my life or failed miserably all the times i have..

Aiyo...Sean you've got to pull up your socks and throw those old outdates irrelevant useless methods of studying in the pot holes starring at you and try or at least attempt news ones.

AIYO HIYO WAHLAU WAHPIANG KNS ALAMAK. Bored of typing in gramartically correct post. It's down to get down to earth.

GP is driving me crazy. I don't know what to study. Walking inside the class like an aimless soul with no direction on what to do or how to do it. Just living my life by the second and hoping for the best. I've got to have bigger plans in my life.

Talking about plans i recently completed the Nike 10km human race. For once in my life i felt healthy and guess what I’m down to size 30 up from 34. Argh this is my saving grace for a longer life.

Randomly found some retarded shot of ME during CIP and i'm going try uploading it. Sean is a novice at stuff like that.!

Aiyo you must be wondering how i got such a picture. Well let me tell you. I was on top suntec city swimming!

Sorry to those who has to dwindle in Sean's explosion over love songs recently. It's engluf my mind! P/S Millie!

2008-09-01T23:59:00.001+08:00

Bewitching the prospects may be but how then does logic defy itself with each approaching day. One common goal, many different approaches. At long last, all shall be revealed and arise shall be the epitome of great envy.

Starring Green-eyed, how I wish it could me. Sadly, a reality never probably in the competitive, shrewd and obscure world of science and the arts. Gone are the days of fun and joy. Today it’s about making the most of what little(literally none) free time I have. Consider the fact that I’ve gotten thru pretty much of my education without studying and i guess that explains the tough going.

Mugging season has arrived again and it worries me greatly to see that I’ve yet to reach full gear. Argh! I don’t want JCTs to repeat itself.

2008-08-23T23:33:00.002+08:00

Worst days of my educational life ever! Term 3 has been total madness! Can't wait for week 10 to be over. I need time to study for my promos exams and sadly I can't seem to do it currently. Trying to complete tutorials has been the struggle of this term and matching up to the expectations of my PDPs has been tough going.

PDPs are coming to a halt really soon and i'm trying to settle as much as possible before dust starts to collect on them during the study break. Bowling is improving by the training sessions and our team spirit is going strong. We're be a force to reckon with next year during the A division championships. Thank you all for constant encouragement I’ve received during those frustrating moments in training. As they say "the tough get going when the going gets tough" Glad that my work has paid off.

It's always hard to find the balance between telling the truth and hiding behind a facade acting as if nothing happening. Many a times we try to put our messages across in the nicest possible manner but sometimes the point fails to reach across. Hiye I’ve done the tough job of being absolutely frank countless times and it's never a nice experience. Well in most cases (at least in my secondary school), the people learnt from their experiences and changed for the better which of course made the temporary hate worthwhile.

Several discouraging stuff has happened recently (studies,PDPs, Church and Home).Argh

2008-08-09T02:48:00.007+08:00

Watching the Beijing Olympic opening ceremony has infuse me with a sense of appreciation of how big China really is. It's amazing to think of the amount of rigour and criterion are put into preparing for a three hours event just to make it seem so perfect. Well perfect it was (in my opinion) but sadly a tad too long. Doze off halfway after the march pass of the countries and never saw our Home Stain those tracks on the bird nest stadium. One could hardly imagine the mild comparison of the National Day Parade Tomorrow.

Speaking about National Day, glad that it turned out all find. The hall was probably too tad too squashy a venue to shuff the entire school inside but then again it was the biggest. Some condescending remarks failed in his efforts to depress our morals but I’m sure the person receiving the bulk on the blame took in her stride. The fact that he does such things shows that he cares so maybe it's a blessing in disguise after all. I do love my Nation not for its policies but for the people that made make up the nation. In particular the people I’ve acquainted myself with. I guess I’m staying generic here as I would probably have the same stance if I had been procreated and brought into existence in another country.

Glad I managed to get my priorities right this time around. Studies are becoming a priority for me and I overcome my first hurdle today by going for the lecture instead of hanging out. Didn't really bother whether I was a loner but happy that I’ve made the right decisions. To that person who was being made sad today. I'm sure everything will turn out fine. Just give it time. It'll heal the wounds and what he did he did because he loved.

2008-07-27T00:28:00.005+08:00

Isn't it just appalling when after a unyielding day of school, you drag your jiggered soul home only to see the burning rage of anger in the eyes of your parents constantly without fail hounding you to complete your tutorials and buck up on your studies? Well that’s a prospect I contemplated facing and sadly, it's changed from a thought into the reality i never wanted.

And so the ever so subconscious mind of mine start conjecturing about the zillions of plausible scenarios Sean's callow mind can possible churn out. Currently none of them seemingly positive. Well I deem I brought this oh not so winsome prospect on myself and maybe it betters for my academics that things stay this way.

I've been though a rollercoaster both mentally and emotionally. Realise that I've been regurgitating all my thoughts on my blog. At times i wonder why i choose sciences over the arts with clearly the latter being my passion. It's not that I'll flunk in science but I guess it's been hell alot of harder motivation to get me to read something based on predefined consensus rather than actual events which happened thousands, years ago. It's irritating to think sometime life forces you to go with the flow when the not so popular option make turn out to be the better option.

A typical day for this dying youthful soul of mine involves waking at 6.30am till about 12am. It's amazing to think how much doctors churn out journals after journals telling us about the importance of having adequate sleep but our screw up academia focus education system doesn't give a dame.

ARGH i feed up with the way my life has been going. I know I need to make changes but I can never get down to doing them. This is killing me! Perhaps the lure of my dream university will spur me on. Well, Hopefully

2008-07-12T12:27:00.002+08:00

Okay so my results are back and their somewhat as expected. Passed two subjects and sub-passed the other 4. Considering that my studying was somewhat sub-standard, sub-passes are more or less what I expected. I'm scared of my Promotional Exams now but I’m not doing anything about it. Hiye where is my life heading too.

I'm supposed to be in school for some SHINE thing which I have totally no idea of. SC and Bowling has been stressing the hell out of me and I think that explains why I’ve fallen Sick. Yesterday was perhaps one of the worst days of my life. My life being dependent on Panadol Cold Tablets to keep me awake. Thank God my nose didn't run like some waterfall.

Simple words for a simple post. Singaporeans suffering though the education system.

2008-06-30T22:02:00.002+08:00

I'm currently in a real werid situtation. I want you to be happy and at the same time I want you by my side. I wish for a reply but if it's your will not to reply then sometimes i wish you don't reply. All I want is for you to be happy and if that means me moving out of your field of vision, I'll gadly do so. Cause its you that matters not me. Fullstop

2008-06-26T18:20:00.004+08:00

Half way in the mist of studying for my last exam paper. Maths. Realise how much I’m still unsure off. Inequalities is killing me, graphs are total Indian. Calculus is rusty. Oh no I don't know why I’m posting. YOU SHOULD BE STUDYING. Okay bye bye. I just feel I needed to blog. Post number 215. Argh realise my blog has been around for somewhat a long time (comparatively). Good thing that it’s not famous. I don't wish for the whole to know what’s going on in my life. That saying, I just created a private blog for my deepest of issues that thou shall not review.

I hope can return to the way before. Cause it currently sucks. Give me a sign and I'll fly to you

2008-06-19T22:49:00.010+08:00

June Holidays over in a jiffy. Two main activities occupied this year’s June Holidays

Japan Educational Trip and Muggerton.

The former being Hunkily Dorily Satisfying and the Latter being awfully horrible.

The Fairyland Group

Vamoosed myself off to the Land of the Rising Sun forecasting boring museums and endless reflections. Thankfully, it turned out for the better.

Meet an amazing person. Studied more about the culture (not that I remember much though) and saw sides of people I never imagine were plausible. The freaking out of the minuscule size of the rooms in matsumoto. Uncontrollable laughing. Faces turning red. Abhorrently dreadful meals. The observations of the wonderful effects sedative chemicals have on supposed sober people. The mouth watering takoyakis at Osaka. And who can forget the endless rain. This in its way brought joy

I don't ever want to leave Japan. I wish it all never ended. Sadly, I'm back in my homeland facing the biggest challenge my 17 year old soul is trying to come to terms with. Studying for the June Common Test Codename :JCTs. No way have i ever come closed to studying during the June Holidays

8 days of my life I’ll remember in a long time to come.

Currently at Home attempting to study properly for the upcoming exams. Probably see a post about the impending embarrassment I’m going have shaft in my face.

Things I wish would never happen to me.

-See Miss Nor for a heart to heart talk

-Drop one of PDPs

-Lose someone

I'm really sorry. I didn't mean for it to happen. It never crossed my mind. Please forgive me.

Lovely lyrics for a lovely person

You look so beautiful today

When you’re sitting there it’s hard for me to look away

So I try to find the words that I could say

I know distance doesn’t matter but you feel so far away

And I can’t lie, every time I leave my heart turns gray

And I wanna come back home to see your face

And I…Cuz I just can’t take it

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that cuts right through me

And I can wait…I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating

When you’re gone, it won’t stop bleeding

I can wait…I can wait

2008-05-26T23:44:00.002+08:00

Create yours at BlingyBlob.com!

Finally the day is here. I'm going to Japan at last. Chill people. I know you are jealous. Haha

2008-05-25T23:48:00.001+08:00

Recently flowed though an important milestone in my Junior College. 32nd Students' Council Investiture. Frictional as it may seem, a pinch of caress bestowed onto the rock solid heart of mine. Several reasons emerged, could it have been the colossal dedication we the 32nd showed throughout our nomination period or simply the power of atmosphere setting. Either way, the official entrance to suffering has began and soon enough my first piece of assignment will arrive. Perseverance will be tested. Friendships will be strained. And all for School glory! Wonderful wonderful. I can't believe I actually choose this path but nevertheless regrets will cease to exist.

Mardi Gras was next and it sure did not disappoint. Who would forget myself dressed in an awfully attention grabbing Mexican piece of utterly long cloth coupled with my humongous hat. An experience not to be forgotten indeed. Abet one that shaved the bucks off my pockets.

Photos soon

2008-05-20T20:02:00.003+08:00

Blog hopping and i happened to see this. Haha I'm so sorry Wei Hao if i'm making you jealous.

Xuan Han says

Tell me something about 17(Sean Philip)

I know him long before the school starts --- DSA students welcome party! Both of us are DSA students, and he dsa-ed through leadership! The 31st SC sabo-ed him to be the leader of his group and wanted him to lead the guys in the 'TJ Thunder' cheer. He didn't know the words and all he shouted was 'THUNDER!' HAHAHAHA that was so amusing.

31st-->Hui Min and Swee Liang

Those were the days.

2008-05-19T23:47:00.005+08:00

The coming June holidays has led me to reflect on what I’ve achieved in my 5 months at collage. Well firstly, I have to say I’ve made many new friends though not very close, it beats having none. It weird to think that most of my "best" friends despite the fact that we're studying at different institutions come from my secondary school. I guess it’s really hard to break the 10 years that we've been in the same school.

College life itself has been driving me crazy. I've been failing somewhat often and it’s really taking a toll of my confidence. Once a person who was confidently passing his exams with somewhat good grades to a mediocre one who is struggling to pass. I don't want this fate though it seems to be happening all around me. It sucks feeling that you're not good enough to have mastered the subject/topic.

Japan is in 1 week time and I can't help but wait for it to come sooner. I need escape from the realism of Singapore Education and induct myself into another world for 9 odd days. Hopefully I’ll be reignited into studying once again.

My first of two June common tests is approaching in 5 weeks time and guess what? I've yet to study. Wonderful Sean! I have to do something. I just don't know how.

Sean Philip Lim
The dolorous interior
On a facade of delirious exterior
Fake as it may sound
Reality has stroked.
And freeing himself
In all might
Is horrendous

2008-05-19T11:17:00.002+08:00

Finally i've changed the whole skin of my blog. Scrolling thru my postings and realised how screwed my english was then.

When back to class for English lesson...abulaziz asked us whether we wanted to hear the bad news or the good news first...obviously we say bad lah( human instinct). In her hesitant voice she went "due to time constrains we are going to have a english test tmr. Howeverrrr.....the good news is that i'll be going throught the format today" being human beings we all started sighing.....Nevertheless we listen to her endless talking which was ended sadly by the school bell.Juz then Larry a.k.a wei liang remember that we have robotics training tmr at 2.00pm. For one moment we actually felt happy. To our (me luke and wei liang) horror she said that we might have to come back on saturday to the test....we were lyk wtf man come back on saturday juz to do a 45 min test makes no cows sense right. Hiye wad to do no choice lah.After debating with her over when we should take the test. We immediately went for recess. Surprising the canteen was empty...there they not have to quee long for the mouth watering hor fun noodles. After eating my food i went to buy chocolate ice blended..went i back to sit down..vera suddenly ask me whether she can drink my chocolate...at that period of time i thought wad was going her mind man...anyway decided not to kick up a fuss so let her drink.....recess was finally over so headed back to class for physcis lesson.

OMG...i don't want to believe

2008-05-04T20:24:00.004+08:00

What was one the winsome prospect of going to one of the most reputed JCs is turning into the biggest monumental nightmare of my life. I've never felt so mislaid in my life before. Gone are the days when studying at home wasn't compulsory. All I ever think upon rolling home is catching up on uncaught sleep. Failing test not marginally but atrociously are become awfully the nom and who knows? In time to come, Sean might be celebrating like an idiot just becaused he passed(not score) for a test. No doubt the environenment is better than my past school but is it really what I want?

There is no one way to study (the majority of teachers apparently don't actually seem to understand this) and its takes a simple observatory moment around the lecture theatre to observe the plethora of awful studying methods. Sadly, I’ve to find my and I really do pray that I do soon.

On a lighter note, my 4 days of lesson missing has been rewarded by the fact that the TJ bowling is national 4th. An improvement of 1 over last year championship. It glad to self acknowledged the fact that I’ve not miss my lessons for no reasons.

ARGH......I NEED TO DO MY HOMEWORK

2008-04-05T21:57:00.005+08:00

Been thru another rollcoaster coaster during the past 3 three days. SC camp was a killer. The positives thought in existence are simply diminutive when in comparison to the negatives. Subjective it may be but isn’t that the human nature? The cumulative 12km of running in addition to personal training (pt) slog the vivacious elements off me turning me into the critic I despise to be. Hours seem like days and days seemed like years. Cliché it may be but isn't it actuality?

The educational points though there to be discovered hasn't yet fallen on my shattered body. And Mind I'm still under the dogged mindset that some activities were superflourous. Help me please.Right now, I’m focusing on getting conditioning right for bowling tournament.

On a lighter note, I saw a side I’ve never seen before in fellow elects. In particular one person. Positive or negative, I don't know.

2008-02-26T20:40:00.005+08:00

Okay...so I’m supposed to be doing my chemistry homework but somehow I can't seem to get started. Since I’ve got some supposed "free time", I shall blog about my amazing 5 week journey accelerated form.

Ok so I got elected to be the highlights I/C. Well I wasn't exactly ecstatic at that point in time due to overwhelming tiredness but I guess that as I reflect, it was perhaps the best role for me. Being a small boss granted a sense of satisfaction I’ve never felt before. It was the first time I got to work so closely with members from the same organization. At the same time, it enabled me to feel the way I treated my fellow EXCO members of the NAS council.

And so five weeks of hell begin. Endless meetings coupled with a drying brain. Tempers were lost. Egos agitated. I wondered about hidden demons in the exterior angelical body.

5 weeks soon pasted an in an instant, innospace became my second home. The heart of Zenith 2 was born!

Yet somehow I failed to realize the sense of urgency until the 2nd day. Things went wrong. Communication lines were cut and I was situated away from the crowd. Working with amateur who showed no interest intensive the problem. Once home, I was left ponderering over whether my event will be success.

The third began and excitement overwhelmed the nerves in me. Rehearsals for The Act somewhat assured me that all would go well. It’s amazing how fast people can change overnight. I couldn't believe my stubbornness when I failed to follow actions plans despite constant nagging. Perhaps it was the gained knowledge that action plans seldom go according to plan. Made an individual decision to play by ear and I guessed it paid off. The same applied to Suntec and true enough, groups failed to follow their respective movement plans. Sometimes it good to trust ones own judgment.

And so all went well. Mass Dance@Suntec was great (minus the drizzles which threaten to dampen the spirit) and The Act coupled with an impromptu session served its purpose. And this is how my zenith 2 journey comes to an end.

Next up: SC Nominations.

2008-02-24T21:31:00.001+08:00

OMG people I’ve got something super duper ultra important to announce. I'm in the same CG as my PAE class. We've got several new guys coming in but it doesn't matter. The 16/08 way of life shall continue.

My life in TJ has so far been Hell....well i guess everyone says that upon entering a new environment so I’ve just got to get use to life in a JC.I just changed my combination to a science based one..Realized that geography is starting to getting too chimp for me to actually enjoy the subject.

I'm currently in search of a new notebook. Should i get the Dell m1330, HP Dv27000t, Hp tx2000z or the Fujitsu T series. I'm lost on which one to choose. Am i after the looks or am i after the features? Should i get some fat battery which last forever but looks ugly or should I just sacrifice some battery life for a sexy looking laptop. Haha one thing is clear! I'm never getting a dell inspiron again. It is by far the ugliest laptop on earth with its sharp edges and boring design. The m1330 looks really cool with it slot in DVD drive as well as its touch sensitive sound and audio control. The HP Dv2700t has a HD-DVD built in drive coupled with a cool looking echo finished on the top. the TX 2000z on the other hand is a tablet.....haha i've been fascinated by the technological advancement but as to how long my fascination will last? Probably a short while before something even cooler comes out. Haha if my financial means allow me to, I’ll get the IBM X series which is by far the coolest of the cool tablet. Sadly, it’s priced at 4k.

I've decided to upgrade the RAM or personal computer to 4GB...the next question to ask myself. When to buy and how much to pay......time has not been on my side lately...I've scrimp for the past 1 month just to be able to buy myself a cool little gadget at the upcoming IT show...can't wait OMG.....

2008-01-16T21:51:00.000+08:00

It’s only the first week third day of school and I’m already feeling brain drained. So much homework (Especially Math) coupled with so little time. Well I guess the transition from secondary to JC isn’t going to be easy.

Been in a wonderful class this week. Been given somewhat good teachers. Haha my physics teacher is by far the coolest of the lot. Which teacher would walk round the school looking for air-con classrooms for his one and only beloved CG 16/08? Mr. Lim Lee! The guy with two surnames. Form teacher happens to be my Math teacher once again. I've had Math teachers as my forms teachers for 3 year and counting. GP lesson is literally a laughing lesson whereas our Economics tutor is MIA.

Having a class of 25 people in addition to 2 invisible ones feels much better than one with 42.At least the scholar transferred out of our class. Making us one of the scholars’ free classes! You won't believe how hardworking these people are. It’s no wonder they never fail to top the cohort. Somehow I feel the Indians scholars are smarter than their Chinese counterparts. Don't ask me for reasons.

CG 16/08 seems closely bonded together with no cliques whatsoever. Hopefully things stay this way. Can’t believe they nominated me as their Math rep despite my comparatively horrendous Math results.

2008-01-11T23:52:00.000+08:00

Finally blogging after half a year. O Levels are over. PAE results are out and I’m in a new school.

First week of orientation was good. New friendships emerged and I’m somewhat feeling more comfortable. My clan Panthera won the clan competition. Given the situation we were in, I must say it was indeed a commendable achievement.

Adapting to JC life seems like a challenge indeed given the atrocious amount of homework coupled with the fact that we spent average 12 hours in school everyday. Doing the maths practically means that homework time is somewhere between the range of 3-4 hours depending on the duration of ones sleeping time. Our second week in school seems rather relax considering the fact that I’ve been going home regularly at 12.30pm everyday. Discipline here seems to much less of a problem here which probably explains why the DM doesn't seem very prominent.

My CG seems to have somewhat fun people going by the manner at which they played the introductory game.Guys outnumber girls by 2:1 Hopefully things stay that way. Luckily for me i'm not in a class that has 18 foreign scholars out of 25 students. Imagine the accent gap. Totally unthinkable

It's not fair that the TA students all get tablets pcs and we get nothing. At least theres wireless interenet conection should you bring your own laptop.

2007-09-05T23:23:00.001+08:00

Sorry people my old blog skin was screwed and thus have to use a new one. Doing the final touches now. Should be done by tomorrow when i have more time.

2007-09-05T22:58:00.000+08:00

Newton's First Law
Unit 1 of the Physics Classroom discussed a variety of ways by which motion can be described – words, graphs, diagrams, numbers, etc. This unit, Newton's Laws of Motion, will discuss the ways in which motion can be explained. Isaac Newton (a 17th century scientist) put forth three laws which explain why objects move (or don't move) as they do and these three laws have become known as Newton's three laws of motion. The focus of Lesson 1 is Newton's first law of motion – sometimes referred to as the "law of inertia."

Newton's first law of motion is often stated as:

An object at rest tends to stay at rest and an object in motion tends to stay in motion with the same speed and in the same direction unless acted upon by an unbalanced force.

There are two parts to this statement – one which predicts the behavior of stationary objects and the other which predicts the behavior of moving objects. These two parts are summarized in the following diagram.

The behavior of all objects can be described by saying that objects tend to "keep on doing what they're doing" (unless acted upon by an unbalanced force). If at rest, they will continue in this same state of rest. If in motion with an eastward velocity of 5 m/s, they will continue in this same state of motion (5 m/s, East). If in motion with a leftward velocity of 2 m/s, they will continue in this same state of motion (2 m/s, left). The state of motion of an object is maintained as long as the object is not acted upon by an unbalanced force. All objects resist changes in their state of motion – they tend to "keep on doing what they're doing."

There is a Pass the Water exercise that demonstrates this principle. If students participate in a relay race carrying a plastic container of water around a race track, the water will have a tendency to spill from the container at specific locations on the track. In general the water will spill when:

the container is at rest and you attempt to move it
the container is in motion and you attempt to stop it
the container is moving in one direction and you attempt to change its direction.
The behavior of the water during the relay race can be explained by Newton's first law of motion. The water spills whenever the state of motion of the container changes. The water resists this change in its own state of motion and tends to "keep on doing what it is doing." If the container is moved from rest to a high speed at the starting line; the water remains at rest and spills onto the table. When the container stops near the finish line; the water keeps moving and spills over the container's leading edge. If the container is forced to move in a different direction to make it around a curve; the water keeps moving in the original direction and spills over its edge.

There are many applications of Newton's first law of motion. Consider some of your experiences in an automobile. Have you ever observed the behavior of coffee in a coffee cup filled to the rim while starting a car from rest or while bringing a car to rest from a state of motion? Coffee tends to "keep on doing what it is doing." When you accelerate a car from rest, the road provides an unbalanced force on the spinning wheels to push the car forward; yet the coffee (which is at rest) wants to stay at rest. While the car accelerates forward, the coffee remains in the same position; subsequently, the car accelerates out from under the coffee and the coffee spills in your lap. On the other hand, when braking from a state of motion the coffee continues to move forward with the same speed and in the same direction, ultimately hitting the windshield or the dashboard. Coffee in motion tends to stay in motion.

Have you ever experienced inertia (resisting changes in your state of motion) in an automobile while it is braking to a stop? The force of the road on the locked wheels provides the unbalanced force to change the car's state of motion, yet there is no unbalanced force to change your own state of motion. Thus, you continue in motion, sliding forward along the seat. A person in motion tends to stay in motion with the same speed and in the same direction ... unless acted upon by the unbalanced force of a seat belt. Yes, seat belts are used to provide safety for passengers whose motion is governed by Newton's laws. The seat belt provides the unbalanced force which brings you from a state of motion to a state of rest. Perhaps you could speculate what would occur when no seat belt is used.

There are many more applications of Newton's first law of motion. Several applications are listed below – try to provide explanations for each application.

blood rushes from your head to your feet when riding on a descending elevator which suddenly stops.
the head of a hammer can be tightened onto the wooden handle by banging the bottom of the handle against a hard surface.
a brick is painlessly broken over the hand of a physics teacher by slamming the brick with a hammer. (CAUTION: Do not attempt this at home!)
to dislodge ketchup from the bottom of a ketchup bottle, the bottle is often turned upside down, thrust downward at a high speed and then abruptly halted.
headrests are placed in cars to prevent whiplash injuries during rear-end collisions.
while riding a skateboard (or wagon or bicycle), you fly forward off the board when hitting a curb, a rock or another object which abruptly halts the motion of the skateboard.
Can you think of a few more examples which further illustrate applications of Newton's first law?

2007-09-01T23:51:00.000+08:00

Away in malaysia till further notice.

2007-09-01T00:58:00.000+08:00

Today was teacher’s day and somehow it felt rather weird. Maybe it’s because I am not organising it this year. Somehow it felt as thought the student enjoyed it more than the teachers. Perhaps only the first section was solely dedicated towards the teachers. As for the awards, No surprising results in generally. In particular Mr Barkar attained the most inspiring award. Definitely well awarded. Most of the day was spent playing games that served of more interest to the student rather then the games. Some how the camaraderie between classmates seems to be lost. Gone are the days girls and boys would sit randomly. Hopefully that will change when I switch to the new environment in the coming years.

In today context, it’s all about getting to the top, doing your best. Gone are days when one could simply enjoy his favoured social pastime without worrying how his further would be. When I think about the further, pictures of a flickering flame comes to my mind. Sometimes it bright. At other times it beyond the scope the human vision. Sometimes it just extinguishes itself without notice. In a humanly context, the futhur is uncertain. That’s why we need to ensure our competitiveness in today’s society. Competition exists all around us. Whether we choose to accept it or not! Why not challenge yourself then instead of sitting back and living your lives as the days go bye? Well since I’m getting tired I shall stop hear for now.

2007-08-30T23:13:00.000+08:00

Finally after 1 month I back to post at this dying blog. Kind of obvious that readership has dropped drastically. Never mind. Given that blogs are an avenue for one to improve his/her English. As quoted by stomp blogger Jamie yeo.

Most of you would probably have figured that the prelims exams are officially over. Well I guess the most absurd people would think that its play time. Well I guess reality strikes hard that our post prelim programme or PPP as they call it(sounds dumb I know) will be starting really really soon. In 1 weeks time to be exact. Speaking of the actual prelims itself, wilderness surrounds my confidence as to how well I’ll do for the prelims. Always been at a lost whether to feel confident or not. Further more who would have taught my Lingua Franca would be one of my worst subjects. Disgrace given that I’ve given on my mother tongue. Well, since the past cannot be written I shall hope for the best. Besides I’ve given in my all.

I've yet to decide what I’ll be doing during my one week break. Probably barking on my amaths and trying to improve my English further. I just cannot seem to understand the fine art of achieving an A grade for the olevels.

Ok I guess my words are somewhat getting bored given that a third seem to be related education. In conclusion my ultimatum for the year shall be to go into TJC.

2007-08-10T18:36:00.001+08:00

Dead untile prelim exams are over

2007-07-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

It’s been two weeks since I lasted blogged. Well I guess I’ve gotten into a lifestyle which doesn't give me much to talk about. Beats the boring posts right. The main thing now is for me to fully focus on my prelim results. Nothing beats getting a good score. Personally I’m aiming to get a single digit to prove my critics wrong. Well as they say nothing comes without effort and I’m willing to pull hell alot of that. I'm hoping to fill my Sundays with more study time. Couldn’t really study today as I was feeling tired. Guess I’ll have to keep to my 11pm sleeping regime.

Just finished watching the nurbreging grand pix in Germany. What an action filled event Guessed I must have chosen to right event to watch. The suspense was totally height and one simply couldn’t predict the race standings at the end of the race.

Schools getting more boring everyday as we practically do revision and learn nothing new. Maths especially so. Simply can't wait for the day the final O level examinations ends.

I'm still debating whether to watch Harry Potter? Help me decide people

2007-07-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

Words can't express how unbelievably happy I am! Why? I've got an official DSA offer from my dream junior college. Better to keep the name of the college disclose. Well so far news has it that three other Nasians have also gotten official offers. Maybe its good news I won't be alone. My church friend from Chung Cheng High main has also gotten an offer. Super duper ultra happy for this. Praise the lord. Briefing in this Tuesday and I guess I’ll be going with Indra. Their probably going to tell us all our expected duties for the school. Haha it’s a good thing I live a 5 mins walk away. I'll probably be able to stay back more which in turns means I’ll be able to stay back later which in turn turn means I’ll be able to contribute more. From I’ve heard the pace at junior colleges can be pretty degutting CCA usually starts at 5pm and end around 8 or 9 pm.

Proximally 1 month till my prelims. Going to start seriously mugging now. I official declare that I’m going to become an introvert a.k.a nerd from Mondays onwards. That means coming straight home after school and to the study table. Will be trying to keep my hand off the computer as much as possible that means I’ll be coming online hopefully fewer times nothing should be taken for granted in the era.

Watching the finals of the Wimbledon championships now. Somehow I am feeling the anxiety that comes when one watching his favourite player plays. I've always supported roger federer due to his all rounded finesse style play.

Peace out People

2007-06-30T13:39:00.000+08:00

Ok so the first of schools done. According to Ben oh MSN nickname o levels are in 100 plus days time. Which averages around 1/3 of the year left? Sadly time never seems as long as they appear to be.

I've suffered from fatigue due to a lack of sleep. Result in my eye twitching uncontrollably. Can be rather irritating at times. Fortunately, my sleep recuperation Saturdays and Sundays have reduced the amount of twitching. School this week was normal I suppose. Readjusting the body clock can indeed be a challenge.

Yesterday Terry Ching brought us to some deserted place to watch transformes and to think we had to pay $9.50 when it was supposedly suppose to be cheaper. Got home at 11 plus and literally fell on my bed

I'm taking an awfully long time to write this post cause I m trying to use all my fingers instead of the usually four. Hopefully this painstaking will improve the speed of my typing.

I’ve realise my post are getting boring. Can't seem to find anything to talk about. Maybe it’s because my life is totally focus on my studies and nothing else. My band life has stopped. Drum lessons continue as usual. Well happy that I got started on a new book which seriously teaches more interesting stuff.

2007-06-24T23:16:00.001+08:00

Oh man it’s the last days of the holidays. I've made a promised that I’ll start studying for the prelim examinations from tomorrow onwards. There goes my short termed social life that I gained during the measly two week holidays.

2r3,05 BBQ was held last Friday the 22nd of June at put 24 which unfortunately happens to outrageously far from my house. Fortunately for the bicycle, we made it there somewhat on the dot. If not for fatigue, would have probably been early. How fast time flies. We're all graduating secondary 4 students now who will soon part ways with each other. The bonds that 2r3 shares are almost unthinkable in 4r2. Cliques are everywhere. In 2r3 there happens to be only one clique "the 2r3 one". Haha! Well we're widely regarded as "two rebellious three" given the outspoken nature of our class. To think that we even had the most councillors in our class is totally hilarious. Well all good things must come to an end and I guess being in "four righteous two" has its plus points as well.

Up next on the agenda is the dreadful holiday homework. Guessed I finished most of the work I’m actually aware off. Searched my file and found nothing that should be done undone. Well I guess my worst fears shall be revealed tomorrow when I meet all the people in school. How fast my holidays have ended. This has been my shortest June holidays for the whole of my mere 16 years on earth. In primary school, ever day practically used to be a holiday. In secondary school, school tended to be slightly more demanding given the vigorous schedule of our CCA and other enrichment programs. Well I guess I’ve made fairly good use of my holidays. Slacking at home, watching movies, and cycling.

Well I get a perfect pseudonym for me would be boring boy given my somewhat rural lifestyle.

2007-06-18T22:48:00.000+08:00

homework when there isn't much in the first place well I intend to finishe my integration worksheet tomorrow and I’ll be more or less done...tats how homework we have man oh yah and the geog one too

Well the past week has been a cool off period from the exam stress. I've been trying to watching prison break season 2 but somehow the downloads turned out to be kind of screwed...Probably use bit torrent and download the ultra big DVDs tomorrow. Probably about 16GB. Recently I’ve been watching several movie trailers in HD format. If only I had a HD capable monitor.

Short post people. There isn’t anything u can talk to about when it comes to a boring person

2007-06-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

LoLong over due post. Well tomorrow is the last day of our holidays. Well you might say it’s our official holiday begins but I beg to differ. With the amount of homework expected to be give, I seriously doubt that we're be able to actually enjoy our holidays. How ironic isn't it. Holidays are meant to be enjoyable. Prelims are coming really soon. 2 months plus. Maybe I’ll do some light revision during the examinations.

This week our class had a Photoshop workshop conducted by an external trainer. Relatively interesting as I gotto learn several things which I previously did not know. For example creating separate layers in a webpage design. Well I guess the next product I’ll be getting would probably be Photoshop cs3.

Finally I’ve gotten my Microsoft office 2007. The interface is really different when compared with the 2003 version. It somewhat has a fresher outlook. Hasn’t really time to explore fully.

PC Show was completely hectic the guy cheated us of 512 mb of ram. It was suppose to be 2GB but he only give us 1.5GB Maybe he really forgot or maybe he was trying to save some money for his company. Either ways it frustrating.

I've got nothing much to blog about. Simply put...my life is a boring one

2007-05-26T15:02:00.000+08:00

Videoed this at east coast yesterday. Really really strong winds...

I received my report book yesterday from Mdm Low. Personally I'm quite happy with it. Found out my level position to be 49/230 and class position to be 15th in class. Well it’s a good indication of where I stand. Gotto continue to push myself till the olevels. Dun wanna regret for the rest of my life.

Imagine if I get 6 points for o levels. I'm kind of sure I’ll cry. I'll probably scream like a mad woman. Probably expect alot of stuff that I don't usually do. Well I certainly hope that happens. Save me the embaressement for that moment though.

Good things don't come easy as the saying goes. One had to suffer in order to achieve success. What do all this imply? HARD WORK! It doesn't matter how high or low your IQ is as long as the will's there, the way will be paved for you.

Sometimes I get really demoralise when results don't come the way I expect them or when friends/family members simply put you down. Well I’ve learnt to use this stuff as an inward desire to do better. Maybe these are good things after all

Sending off my sis at 6am for China tomorrow. Good Luck for all those taking their Chinese o levels tomorrow.

Quotes of the day

"God helps those who help themselves"
"All good things must come to an end"

2007-05-23T20:35:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I simply cannot understand why some people appear so lives are driven by their academic results. So much so that slashing her wrist seems like a "way" out. I don't see the rational of doing stupid stuff when they fail to meet their targets. I mean what's serious consolation do you get out of slashing your wrist or doing other inhumanely stuff. Nothing right? Why compete yourself against the "elites" when the real enemy is yourself. Besides you've gotto learn how to have fun man. What’s life without fun? Suffering! Well at least I do know of someone who takes isn't driven academically. Hes the man. Well I guess his starting to regret the effect of no studying but nevertheless his gotten on with life. Tats the way to go man. I think the "troubled" and the "cool" make a good match. Imagine if they get married....each will neutralise each other. Similar to an acid base reaction...lol

Speaking about result, this Friday my dad would be seeing mdm low to talk about me. Well I’m quietly confident the comments would be good. Seen the signs :) In the catastrophic event that it turns out bad, I’ll accept in my stride as take it as a real man does...lol how

Thats all i have for today.

2007-05-22T21:30:00.000+08:00

Finally we got back our results slip. Quite happy with my results. Well then again better not get complasent. I've got nothing much to talk about today so i shall just post the words of a song which relates to me.

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, it makes true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

2007-05-20T19:55:00.000+08:00

Gosh all the DSA entry forms are coming out. I'm seriously considering which one to apply for. 18 JC man plus poly this year. It time i start thinking about what course i may like to pursue. It'll probably be related to enginerring juz seem to have a giz for it lar.

Today we went to sim lim square to buy our new gateway. The old one seem to be giving too much problem. Its dame pissing when the whole family nagging you to get the internet connection working. Bought the new wireless n gateway which is supposely suppose to have four times the range of the g series. Hopefully it'll slove the incumbent lack of reception which affects my dad'room.

lol i'm gonna start doing my homework now. Luckily, it happens to be rather fun. We're suppose to write something about everybody in the class. Call it peer reflection.

Why are some people such tight asses. Just can't seem to loosen their piehole. Nobody gonna listen to your words if u've acheive nothing man. Furthur more your tight ass is affected the class morale. Sorry for the word use.

2007-05-16T20:45:00.000+08:00

Finally blogger has decided to start working again. Its been a really really long time since I last blog. Today I shall big talking about the high dreaded yet high anticipated mid year examinations. What an oxymoron.

Well I guess I did relatively well for my mid year exams this time around. I'm not exceptionally happy with some subjects as I believed I could do better. Well enough said. Won't be publishing my results online to avoid any potential outburst. The world is just so untrustable.

It hard to believe that our prelims are only like 3 months away. At the rate time flies, we're be sitting for the perhaps one of the most important examinations of our life’s. I wanna go to tjc badly seriously badly.

Haha our family has finally been recognized as a 3G family. This means that we all have third generation phones. Its fun to video call sometimes. Get to see all the funny things people do while their talking on the phone. Hiye. How technology has change the world.

Gotto go now. My sis is insisting on using the com.

2007-05-03T18:11:00.000+08:00

Finally I’ve come to update this blog of my. Been feeling really nostalgic this wee.

Monday was our right of sending fourth in church. Haha I dunnoe whether it was suppose to be a happy or sad cause the "MC" for the day made it sound as though it was saddest day of our life. He was like "this is the last time you’re all going to attend catechism class together" all the time. Irritating. Well flashes of all the 4 years of confirmation class flashed thru my mind. Well I guess four years is indeed a long time together. The skit done by the catechist was totally hilarious. Slightly exaggerated though. Concert was totally screwed. Turned out to be more like a noise session. Balance of instruments was poor. I guess the only band that deserved credit was genesis for the renditions of songs.

Dead smack in the middle exams now. How I wish I could turn back the times and attempt all the questions I failed to conquer. Today is particular was amaths. Didn't noe how to do the binomial theorem question. Can't believe I practiced the exact same question the day before. Sometimes exam stress does kill. After amaths was geog. The schools going crazy making us do two paper intensive subjects. Calculated that I used at total of 16 pieces of foldscape this totals up to 32 pages (without line). My hand ligaments are seriously hurting.

This mid years couldn't have come at a better time. Developed food poisoning two days before the first day of "officially mid year exams" English isn't counted :).Luckily god will had planned that I would feel fully fine on the first day examinations. Hopefully it didn't affect my performance during the exams on the first. Screwed my first part of the ss structures. Wrote the first point out of point.(another reason for sam harris to believe that god does exist)

Off for physics mugging session.

2007-04-13T21:38:00.001+08:00

Haha I’ve finally decided to update my blog. I'm kind of sure nobody reads it now anyway. A lot has happen since the last time I updated my blog.

Mostly recently, the Singapore youth festival. Our band won silver. Credible given the super high standard of the bands this year. Only 1 out of 10 bands got gold. That’s how high the standard actually is. Well thinking of all the practices that we've been thru, one cannot help but feel disappointed. Then again, it’s all part of life. Success is never achieved without failures. This failure is only 1 of the stepping stones to failure. Cheer up guys and train our juniors well. Sometimes it weird how one band celebrates upon getting silver whereas others start crying. It’s simply ironic.

Today was our combine sports meet. It’s amazing how much self belief can change you. Well I had to change from being the saddest person on the planet to the most motivated one today. The effective of the quote "if u believe u can, u can" seems to have work wonders for me. I was really impressed by the volume of our competition cheer. For once we nasians united as one as cheered as one. Guess what? We won the competition. Oh I’m so happy for the sc's who scream their hearts out. For me myself, it’s a consolation for the sad event that happened 24 hours ago. I’m a happy man today.

2007-04-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

That all I’ll speaking about today. An edited extract from the lyrics of "The Phantom of The Opera" specially dedicated to Mr & Mrs Chua. Our conductors

Your young guest believes I'm you -
I, the master, you, the man
When you met you wore my cloak,
with my scarf you hid your face.
She believes she dines with me,
in her master's borrowed place!
Furtively, we'll scoff and quaff,
stealing what, in truth, is mine.
When it's late and modesty
starts to mellow, with the wine ...
You come home! I use your voice -
Poor thing hasn't got a chance!
Here's my hat, my cloak and sword.
Conquest is assured,
if I do not forget myself and laugh ...

2007-03-22T20:45:00.000+08:00

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2007-03-04T01:01:00.000+08:00

This week has been total hell. Had 5 test altogether. Within a space of three days. Common. What is the school trying to teach us? Cramping all your activities together? Preparing for olevels? Total madness. I really do not believe in such ways of teachings students how to cope with their studies.

Today being the last day of Chinese New Year, my maternal family decided to hold a reunion dinner juz so as to foster close family bonding. We had the tossing of raw fish again just to make sure the good lucked stayed with us for the entire year. Personally, I hope the good luck would stay with my till the olevel examinations. However I believe that no amount of luck or divine intervention would help your achieve your desire results if you yourself do not put in enough effort.

Speaking about the upcoming olevels, I received my verification slip several days ago. Can't believe that I had to pay nearly $ 400 dollars just to take submit myself to 9 months of pure suffering. Totally ridiculous to me. Well life like that so live with it.

Our band sound is getting better and better with each practice. Finally I feel that gold is within our reach. 11 more practices to go before the SYF Central judging competition. Go for it guys.

Lastly I’ll be stepping down from the student council really soon. Maybe it’s a good thing maybe it’s a bad thing. I can't see myself having the freedom that I’ll supposedly be having after the SYF and council are out.

2007-02-25T23:15:00.000+08:00

ITs been one week since i last blogged. Past week has been complete mayhlem one. SC and Band pressure is starting ever getting larger. What would life be like without these added elements. The conventional student mugging during school hours. Followed by a few hours of gamming at home and back to mugging agin. Hiye anyway its all going be over in a matter of months. So tahan a while more lar.

Tomorrow i'll be presenting the handphone proposal to the school. I'm glad this has finally gone thru. If not for the help of the past batches of EXCO, i seriously doubt this would be possible so i've really gotto thank them for playing a part in this. At lastly i gotto thank myself and tw for coming back every so often during the holidays to push this thru. Finally the sweet stuff has arrived.

Gotto finshe my imprints book for mdm muneria tomorrow. Seriously speaking shes one of the more demanding teachers i've had. Maybe its a good thing afterall

2007-02-18T15:23:00.000+08:00

Valentines passed 4 days ago and I’m proud to say that we manage to sell all our roses. Making about $1100 in total out of which $500 dollars will be going to charity. Manage to find out some secret admires among the school cohort. As usual zansher didn't perform up to expectation thus leaving me to do most of the job. Well I’ve kind of gotten use to this kind of stuff already there’s nothing more that I can do liao.

Today is Chinese New Year and again the same auntie spoilt the day. I mean let bygones be bygones. It’s so use cascading yourself to final damnation just because you failed to attend my grandma's baptism. Totally two unrelated stuff. Shall not dwell into the details any further as it will probably dampen the festive sprit within me.

Currently collecting ang bao's from all the unknown relatives. I hope that the revival of the economy will encourage these ordinary Singaporeans to part with more money. Ultimately benefiting we the juveniles of our society.

I really dunnoe whether I should within or let go.Its been more than half a year now and I’ve yet to find the answers for the most fundamental question of them all. Well I guess I'm not good at managing this kind of stuff. Smart people would probably noe what I’m talking about.

2007-02-14T22:19:00.000+08:00

Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love it is a hunger
An endless, aching need I say love it is a flower, And you it's only seed.
It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken, Who cannot seem to give And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live.
When the night has been too lonely And the road has been too long.
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong.
Just remember in the winter Far beneath the bitter snow Lies the seed that with the sun's love, In the spring, becomes the rose.

2007-02-11T22:57:00.000+08:00

As promise I’m blogging today.Just had my paternal reunion dinner. Unfortunately some person failed to term up for what seems like a really really lame lame lame reason. I'm totally disappointed in you. You’ve a mother of three and yet you inculcate such bad values. Totally at a lost how one can neglect your elders. Ok I’m gonna stop here.

Think positively Sean.

A rather boring day for me. Just that I happen to agree on a deal with my father about the computer that I’m going to get.

The specs are as followed
Intel Dual Core 2.4 GHz
2GB of ram
256mb NVIDIA graphic card with TV and dvi output
20 inch lcd with TV output
Windows Vista
haven’t decided on speakers

Haha hopefully I’ll be able to upgrade my sis com to vista as well then it would much faster.
Today has been a boring day so I shall end my entry here.

2007-02-09T21:39:00.000+08:00

Today was the release of the g.c.e "o" levels results. I'm so proud of the sec 4's of 2006. They did really well compared to the past two years. Ngee Ann's Standard is going up. Hopefully our batch will do even better. Go people. Personally from myself, I’m aiming for 10 and below. Hopefully 8 points then I’ll be able to get into tjc. Lastly would like to congratulate the following people for doing extremely well. Firstly Patrick Hon a.k.a starfish. Secondly Trent Ng (6th Student Council President). The tears were indeed flowing during the release of results. So many of my seniors were crying despite wad seemed like a pretty good arrgregate. I'm starting to get worried for myself.

My week was a really busy one. Chem test is a gonner. They had to set the paper so dame hard. What’s more it’s directly after amaths test. I think I’ll be able to pass the A Maths test. Hopefully I’ll be able to pass Chem. test. Really really dying to pass. Don't wanna let my tutor and myself down.

Sec 4 life is really hectic. I've hardly had enough time to do my own things. How I wish I could redo my sec 3 again. Can't wait for the Chinese New Year breaker. I'm in need of breaks. Next week there will be a history test. Gotto go study.

Love life is such an enjoyable torture (oxymoron) can't believe how many roses we will be selling during Valentines Day. Hopefully I’ll be able to do an avaricious business. I'll probably buy a few for myself too. Obviously for my love one and the "girl of my dreams" haha.

Will try blog tomorrow.

2007-02-04T22:20:00.000+08:00

The following is going to be haywire one. Band concert is on Tuesday. To add to the haywires I’ve got 4 tests next week.

I pray for the inner strength to guide me thru the week.I really hope that I play well for the concert this Tuesday. There's still one part in the song in which I’m not sure off. The transition seems so tricky hopefully Mrs. Chua will solve my doubts tomorrow. Haha another thing. The uniform is really small. In fact it’s the smaller suite I’ve ever worn. Hopefully that won't hinder my playing skills. I've realise that jane is actually a pretty good player. She just simplies lack the confidence. Must encourage her to play more.

4 test next week. Namely: Chemistry, A Maths, Geography, and History. Geography consists of over 60 pages. Totally crazy. I never knew that so much to learn in populations. Hopefully I’ll be able to master my permutation and combination by this thur. Good thing the sec 3 don't have to study this topic. It’s seriously not easy. For me that is. Chemistry and Geography should be ok.

Singapore has won the ASEAN football championship. High tensions were evident as watching the match. Somehow I feel that the Thai’s were unlucky. They dominated play. But eventually Singapore won. That’s all that really matters.

The SC will be selling 300 roses on Valentines Day so come support us. I want to give my valentines one too. Haha.

Chinese New Year is coming. Can't wait for the Ang Baos. Their vital in building up my savings banks. This is meant to be used during the IT show running from 8-11th march. Peace out people.

2007-02-02T22:31:00.000+08:00

Mix day for me. A somewhat delirious day eventually turned into a dolorous one.

Ole in the morning.Proceded for talks by Meridian and Singapore Poly. MJC seems like an ever growing popular Junior Collage with its consecutive dropping of O level entry score. I'm already starting to worry for myself. I've always planned to put Temasek Junior Collage as my first choice. Really hope that my DSA entry would be accepted. MJC would probably be second. I'm still at a lost whether to go to a Poly of JC. Well for now I shall just aim for the Junior Collage.

CIP wasn't very fun. Kind of tiring in addition the unfriendly elderly. Thankfully mdm low brought us to "nice chicken rice stall". Nice is a subjective word I suppose. I personally taught it was no match for the 3 signature katong chicken rice stalls (boon tong kee, five star and katong shopping center chicken rice). Well a good experience I suppose.

Caught night at the museum finally. I guess I was pretty much sleeping throughout the first part of show. I really felt tired. Signs of exhaustion. Eventually managed to stay up throughout the remainder of the show. Headed directly home after that.

When cycling with John and Wei Liang at east coast park. Ok that really killed me. Almost instaneously, headache developed throughout my brain. Knew I had to go home and rest. Love the inventors of Panadol or paracetimols in that case.

Yesterday a motivational speaker by the name of Mr. Jeffery Goh came to speak to us. His talk was entitled "Even eagles need a push" Motivational indeed however kind of the motivation to me was rather short lived. Personally I believe it’s got to with every individuals mentality and that nothing else can change your.

You've got to make a change for yourself.

I'm dying to know you better. Its been such a long time. Hopefully the time will come this week. The moments every nearing. Positive results yeah? I don't wanna be lonely no more. I wanna feel empty no more.

2007-01-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

Well I guess in life, we human beings are bound to face up and downs and today was a mixture of both. Firstly I was overjoyed at the fact that I had the higher marks among the failures for the retest 19/20 to be precise. I'm at a lost at whether to feel proud of it. You get what I mean.

The sad incident of the day would have to be the public canning witness during the school's assembly program. Why must people resort to such mannerism just to settle a "minute" insult on another man's brain? Sometimes it’s just so weird to see people that I’ve know for many years during my primary school days change so much. I myself find it hard to believe that I’m the person I am today. Given that I was in the bottom third of the cohort in primary school. Few would have expected me to make it to the top Ngee Ann Primary Class 1R3. Fewer would have expected me to become the head of the student council. In conclusion fight for your wants. Who would have taught some one of my Calabria would have made it this far. I myself am shocked. I guess part of its must have been god will’s.

My dream of becoming a pilot is every becoming close. Fortunately, I happen to be taking subjects which are all related to the aeronautical industry. Physics and Geography are perhaps the most relevant of them all. It hard to explain how my passion for the skies developed. I guess it must have been the constant traveling during my childhood days that developed my passion for these engineering wonder.

I guess I’ve have to take my leave as failure to do so would only result in a less than awake person sitting for his major Social Studies Test tomorrow.

Goodbye people!

2007-01-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

I've just gone thru the two most intriguing test of my sec 4 lives E & A Math common tests. A Math retest was a breeze. Really thank god for giving me the confidence to do the whole paper without fishing my eyeballs to my neighbors’ paper. E Math was another careless filled paper. I couldn't believe I actually calculated one of the frequency density values wrongly. It's simply dumb. Forget it. Eventually managed to finishe the whole paper so I shall not complain too much.

Crescent girls concert is coming up really soon. I guess I still need to improve on the transition between the "ABBA" songs the timings is so confusing. Plus Mr. Chua funny conducting methods. He changes style so dramatically till the whole bands lost. Luckily it’s rather simply but tiring beat. My legs literally die upon the ending of the song.

5 more test coming up. ... Elective history, geography, physics, chemistry and social studies. It feels as if school has just begun. It's really hard adapting from the holiday lifestyle to the workaholic that the school demands of us. Just so not me.

How I wish I could be like Larry Edward chew woo Ming a.k.a Gil we-ani. Naturally intelligent and not syntactically intelligent. The world is unfair.

It’s currently 10.09pm and I’ve not completed my Geog homework. Hiye I seriously prefer physical geog. So much more interesting compared to human geog. human geog is so common sense. It doesn't really challenge your mind. For example why do humans migrate from rural to urban areas? Obvious right.

Next post will be a perfect English one.

2007-01-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

Well another weekend has passed and it getting ever so closer to O levels. You know what O levels stands for. General Certificate of Education Ordinary Level. Ordinary level only. That means its nothing great. Looking at the sec 4 suffering just to meet the passing grade. Its hard to believe the things we're studying is only ordinary and nothing advance.

Just got my in growth toenail cut by a professional doctor. Never before has cutting toenails been such a painful affair. Got to head down to a podiatrist to see whether it needs surgery hopefully not. I'm hoping it’s a one off incident although the doc says it’s highly likely to grow back.

Weekend was ok. As usual band in the morning followed by church at 3pm guess what I’m going to be confirm soon! Firstly that means I’ve personally accepted god and my savior. Secondly its going to be the last time we're going to have cat class together. I'm kind of sad over that. Hopefully we're meet during during combine ministry prayer services. According to our leaders, the Holy Spirit will enlighten us with gifts as and when we're ready for it. The feeling one would feel according to him simply unexplainable. Also we shouldn’t be afraid if we feel that the holy sprit is surrounding us or entering out hearts. I wonder what I should include in my letter to the archbishop. I'm being filled with excitement.

Sunday was pure studying. Having 3 tests next week. Amaths, EMaths and Chemistry. Working hard to do well for all of them.

2007-01-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

I've yet to tabulate the handphones surveys due to a serious lack of time. Hopefully Xiao Mei faces the same problem as me.The sc's been working really hard for the past few weeks trying to pull the handphone rule thru. It’s as if we're not been doing much throughout the year. Seriously speaking CCA seems to be of a higher priority over the student council. How then can u expect me to pull the SC members? Hiye sometimes its not as easy as the school populations thinks. Even me myself and I faces the problem of squeezing in time for SC meetings. I've already quit one competition due to my increasing workload.

I'm getting closer to reaching my goal. Hopefully i'll get it done by monday.I've been waiting for this day for a long time and i seriously hope it could come sonner. After that its pure determination and half luck. I hope luck is on my side.

I'm done with my entry for the weekend.Except more to come as I get filled with more and more activities.

2007-01-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

Self conscious? Yes we are. Unchivalrous? I definitely think so. Well it’s kind of true that most of us merely do thing for ourselves and not to help a friend. Think back for a moment. When was the last time you actually did something for someone whole heartily just so that his day would be a better one? Long time huh? Personally it’s been a long time since I actually did something solely just for my friend.

I guess that’s how the world revolves round. Majority of the things we do are either for ourselves or to help a friend only to if one stands to gain.

The worlds dying. Gone are the days when man respected animals. Gone are the days where virginities are kept till marriage. Gone are the days where science formula didn't exist. Gone are the days where one could live without having education. Gone is the day when there weren't terriost. Our world is unsafe. What happens if tomorrow nuclear reactors explodes or worst another repeat of the atomic bombing takes place? Radiation would probably fill the world. Plunging us into instant heat which may causes skin cancer.

Hard on the outside soft of the inside. I guess that's the perfect phrase to describe me. When it comes to affairs of the heart, I seem to fair rather badly. Blame it on the lack of guts, lack of experience and the fear factor within me. The scapegoat has been my commonly used excuse for failing to live up to challenges. So near yet so far as the saying goes. Hopefully one day I’ll break through the concrete wall that’s holding me back soaring to greater heights. Help me people.

Don't Give Up,its just the weight of the world, when your're hearts heavy,i'll lift it for you,dun give up,because u want to be heard,if silence keeps you,i'll breake it for u

Everybody wants to be understood, well i can't hear you, everybody wants to be love,dun give up, Because you are loved

2007-01-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

School starts at 8.30 tomorrow. Reason being? They want us to have a proper breakfast. Personally I find it a really ridiculous explanation but since its enables we poor souls to wake up SLIGHTLY later, shan't bother too much.

I've completed my physics and half my amaths homework. A Math’s HW was a killer and guess wad? Mdm low said it’s only gonna get "harder and harder" Integration and differentiation should be the next topic and every one says it’s hysterically hard. I’ve put so much into Amaths that it’s taken a toll on my other subjects.

Tomorrow is the SC photo taking session. I've been hoping for this day for a long time. When we can all get together and take a nice formal photo together. Isn't it just weird that the sec 3 aren't close to the sec 4 at all? I've tried countless time to integrate them together but somehow they just won't talk. Two group with totally different characters. Its so lyk romance. Where two parties meet each other only to find they dun hit off well. As the saying goes it’s the inside that matters.

Oh my name has been finally put on the board. And it says 2007 not 2006 unsure wad it’s suppose to be. Never mind shall accept wad they school has decided. I'm under their scrutiny you know?

My admiration for a particular person has still not cease to exist. Hopefully we can acknowledge each other soon. It’s going to take time. A long time indeed. Years months days I dun noe. It’s not for me to decide.

Even thought this is a personal blog. I dun feel comfortable saying certain stuff each. Maybe it shall go into my private Microsoft word diary.

2007-01-11T22:08:00.001+08:00

OK I guess I’m gonna have to keep this blog going as failure to do so will most definitely result in slipping English grades and of course to voice out all the utterly distressing stuff.

I'm having the strange feeling now. I'm actually admiring someone whom I don't know. The person appears really unique to me and although I see the person everyday, it’s hard to believe we've never spoken. It’s an unexplainable feeling. How ironic life can be.

How fast time flies indeed. Can't really believe that I’m in sec 4. 365*4 days got so fast meh?Looking back at tons of files surrounding my cupboards. It’s really hard to believe I’ve complied so much information into my brain. Worst still, revising the files in preparation for the O level examination. Impending deathe

Haha today a really blur teacher came in to invigilate the Amaths test. Being naturally blurry,he started the papers ten minutes late. However he insisted on ending the paper on time. and guess wad he said "I’ll tell your teacher that I gave you guys only 50 mins so that she will give you 10 mins more next time" Seriously how dumb is that. Any fool would simply copy the question, go home and work the answer and "fill the blanks" during the remaining ten minutes. Haha relief teachers. So gullible.

Sec 1 campfire was bad. Student leader lacked the passion and an unreasonable teacher being unreasonable. Was thinking to myself yesterday? If he handed out the cert to me wad would I have done. Possibly tear in front of him or throw it in the thrash. I'll never accept a cert from someone who only gives it half heartily. It spoils the whole meaning. Get it? Hes an incorrigible freak whoese life revolves round hes own mind games.

2007-01-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

OK I guess I’m gonna have to keep this blog going as failure to do so will most definitely result in slipping English grades and of course to voice out all the utterly distressing stuff.

I'm having the strange feeling now. I'm actually admiring someone whom I don't know. The person appears really unique to me and although I see the person everyday, it’s hard to believe we hardly even meet let alone speak. It’s an unexplainable feeling. How ironic life can be.

How fast time flies indeed. Can't really believe that I’m in sec 4. 365*4 days got so fast meh?Looking back at tons of files surrounding my cupboards. It’s really hard to believe I’ve complied so much information into my brain. Worst still, revising the files in preparation for the O level examination. Impending deathe

Haha today a really blur teacher came in to invigilate the Amaths test. Being naturally blurry,he started the papers ten minutes late. However he insisted on ending the paper on time. and guess wad he said "I’ll tell your teacher that I gave you guys only 50 mins so that she will give you 10 mins more next time" Seriously how dumb is that. Any fool would simply copy the question, go home and work the answer and "fill the blanks" during the remaining ten minutes. Haha relief teachers. So gullible.

Sec 1 campfire was bad. Student leader lacked the passion and an unreasonable teacher being unreasonable. Was thinking to myself yesterday? If he handed out the cert to me wad would I have done. Possibly tear in front of him or throw it in the thrash. I'll never accept a cert from someone who only gives it half heartily. It spoils the whole meaning. Get it? Hes an incorrigible freak whoese life revolves round hes own mind games.

2006-12-30T01:03:00.000+08:00

Yes finally blogger is working. I;ve been trying to get online for the past two days but due to some taiwan earthquake several submarine cables have been damage which has sadly caused the whole of asia to be ceased from the world.The internet is currently painfully slow espically websites that are based in america which include the mr brown show. My entertainment is gone.

My time table is out and i'm rather sad that we're going to have the same chem teacher a more boring ss teacher and a new history teacher which i've seriously not hear off.Oh ya and we're changing english teacher to the hod of english. I wonder whether thats a good thing or a bad thing.Pls refer below to see how my timetable looks like.

When down to Kushimbo for a really good dinner. Its been a rather long time since i had something so good. Haha rather expensive i must say but definately worth it. Espically when u stay at the shop till they shoe your out. Hopefully i'll be able to go there sometime soon.

Ok Happy New Year People.

2006-12-25T23:03:00.000+08:00

Christmas mass was really pack and for once i felt really touched. The inner strength to keep awake during mass. The joyful sounds of the choir simply cannot be described in words. Sadly christmas only happens only once a year. During supper at macdonals east coast. I saw the youth min people. For some reason i seem to feel that their not playing and singing for the right reasons. Maybe only a handful were singing for the right reasons. Thus my decesion to quit.

Todays not the reason to talk about sad stuff so i shall end my blog here. Tomorrow i'll be having japanese lunch buffet followed by watching a movie at cathy cineleisure. Then after than i'll be having tuition.

Sian sian but i seriously need it.

2006-12-24T22:11:00.000+08:00

Christmas Is finally here again how time flies. I've heading to the midnight mass at holy family church later where my cousins would be singing. Its been a really long time since i last headed to a midnight service. We anticipating a full house tonight. Can't imagine how nice the church would sound. I love the echo of the holy family church.

Looking at back the year. I muz say this is one of the most stressed years i've been thru. Student Council combine with Concert Band plus never ending test has forced me to better manage my time. My christmas wish would be to be "every more open minded and as expected more hardworking" I havent seriously taught about my news year resolution.

Christmas party yesterday was a rather quiet affair as many of my cousins were out of town. Somehow i dun feel the great anticipation about opening presents this year. Maybe its because i've been preoccupied with school based stuff to even noe that their presents.

Sec 1 orientation was alright. As expected abit messy due to the change of systems this year. All in all muz say that the sc members did a wonderful job and i'm really proud of them. Except for thoese who only added more confusion to the already confusing job.

Merry Christmas everyone

The spirt of giving shall last forever !!

2006-12-19T00:15:00.000+08:00

I'll be heading down to the 3r2 chalet later this afternoon. Its early morning btw. Haha i'm hoping for fun time hopefully all the teachers will come down and join in the party. My only fear is that alocohol may be illegally comsumed during the chalet. Hiye my advice lar. If u wanna try perhaps you could do it at home or at least not in public lar. Its kinda of asking for trouble right. Espically if u look them young or something not worth while at all.

lol i finshed el blog entry 4 finally. Keep on telling myself to start doing but never get down to doing it.Worst of all gotto finshe 3 maths papers. Two from my tuition teacher and one from the school. Luckily i finshed the amaths paper given out by mdm low. Was one of the first papers to complete.

I'm suddenly thing of new zealdn thus the photo. Hiye has such a fun time there. Its never the same when u go with your parents compared to going with your friends. When your're with friends u do things u would not do in front of your parents. How i wish we could go away next year. Hopefully history will bring us to some far far away place germany france or the states. I can only coutinue to dream.

2006-12-14T14:01:00.000+08:00

I realise i've been chaging phones quite often over the past few years. Ok lets see i got my first phone in primary five cause my mom taught i needed one as i was going out rather often. First phone--->Nokia 6510 Second Phone(late primary 6)--->Nokia 7210i Third Phones (early sec 2)--->Nokia 7610 Forth Phone(gonna get really soon probably christmas)--->Nokia N73. As the average person would be able to see, their all nokia phones. I must admit i'm a die hard nokia fan mainly for its easy to use interface. Speaking of my furture N73. Their currently 1000 people ahead of me juz for the tampines shop alone. This means i'm gonna have to wait for a really long time before i actually get my phone. How sad. My current phone is on the verge of breaking down giving the less than pleasing condition that i've been treating it with.

I've going off soon to challenger at semei to get myself some much needed entertainment. Yes finally gonna get my fifa manager 2007 after waiting for such a long time. Also gonna send my specs back to the workshop as there seems to be a slight aligment problem. Hiye don't wan to go into the details as its a really long and hard problem to explain. and guess wad the adjusment is free. Its a life time warrenty. How good is that.

OK i guess i'm gonna have to go now so there i'll be in time for drums lessons. Haha its usually my favourite time of the week.

2006-12-12T01:05:00.000+08:00

Ok I’ve been updating my English blog too many times that I’ve completely forgotten about this blog.

Oh well let me talk about wad I’ve been doing this few days.

Recently I’ve gotten addicted to miso soup. You know those Japanese fermented Soya bean stuff. It smells really sour but when u drink the soup it tastes really good wad a weird aura.

I've kind of rearranged my room for a more spacious feel. Firstly the multi function printer next to my desktop is gone. That monster took up hell a lot of space. It’s now in my father’s workroom. The small printer which is just a normal printer is now placed outside my room. As I purchased a print server during the sitex 2006 road show, it now makes it a lot easier to bring stuff from all around the house. Everyone now has the ability to print regardless of where they are. In the past only my computer and my dad computer supported printing.

Purchased two new albums yesterday firstly the "hady mirza" album and "Westlife the love album" as expected, the westlife album sounded a lot better then the hady one. O

k I’ve got nothing much to write about so I shall post my last el blog entry

2006-12-12T00:16:00.000+08:00

Every time I start a blog entry, I try to draw inspiration from my everyday life for the day I can no longer feel, I cease to be human.Today exceptionally seems to be one of that forlorn days for I’m at a complete lost about what to write about. As I was surfing the internet to find a subject of interests, I chance upon http://www.gv.com.sg/ and decided to watch the trailer for "dejavu" and "The Nativity Story". These two trailers caught my eyes as they seemed rather unique. Dejavu talks about how this special feeling is all but a trick of the mind. Dejavu is the intoxication feeling felt when two people from two different worlds meet each other. "The Nativity Story" speaks about the birth of Christ. Being a Christian myself, this movie obviously caught my attention and I’m glad to announce that I’ll be watching it on Friday. Speaking about church work, my youth leader Jeremy happens to be suffering from a rare muscle disorder thus making it hard for him to daily chorus let alone work. Mediacorp decided to do a documentary of these people and I’m proud to announce that my youth leader is on TV. An amazing foot for someone who has overcame super many set back during his rather short years on earth.OK I guessed that all for now and I’m off the comfort of my bed for some much needed sleep.Bye

2006-12-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

Ok I'm finally back from my malaysia getaway. It seriously didn't seem lyk i was going to a far away land. Everything there seem so singaporean lyk. The food i must say is good. Espically some of the resturatants we went to. The good thing though is that the prices aren't that overpriced as thoese in singapore. The coach ride was a complete dissapointment though. Its a double story coach but the first story seemed so useless. Mainly used as a baggage storage department. Ok enough about that.

Stress stress sec 1 registration is coming up. I'm gonna organise some trial run soon. Hiye their so many things i wanna do but simply cannot find the time.

I've finally done my first EL blog entry and it consit of soul called "advance english"Please visit this URL for reading: http://www1.asknlearn.com/blog/nassblog/index.php?u=s9100966h. As a starter to impress readers. I shall copy the first post here.

EL Blog Entry 1

The Paradoxical Life Of Sean Philip Lim

EL Blog Entry 1
Posted at 10:57 PM, December 8, 2006
Isn't it weird when you crave for something only to realize that it was a total waste of money? Sadly, that seems to be happening to be rather often.I still remembered the young innocent boy I use to be. Constantly demanding for useless stuff which isn’t value for money at all. However after the endless years of lecturing by my dearest parents, I’m beginning to feel that I’ve eradicated the problem. I've saved several hundred dollars this year alone without even feeling the need to spend any of the cash. Applaud people!
Ok I guessed I’ve come to the end of my first entry. It's weird how paradoxical one can feel about something so differently in such a short period of time.

Enjoy!

2006-12-02T22:41:00.001+08:00

I'll be away for a short trip till wednesday. So don't expect me to blog. lol

2006-11-30T22:33:00.000+08:00

I've been going to several roadshows this week. The first roadshow was the adidas mega clearence sale. The long que just to enter the the road turned many potential buyers down. Luckily my strong endurence paid off. I promise the things there are seriously cheaper than thoese of the conventional adidas. For example, the adidas superstar shoes was priced at a mere $50 compared to the $120 price tag most regular sports shops would have asked for. Got a bag a real madrid shirt(the spain club that i admire) and a cap that took endless hours to fight. Initially wanted to get a pair of shorts but the only sizes avalible were xs xs the latter behind too small and the former obviously too big lar.

Next roadshow was the every popular overcrowded sitex 2006 IT roadshow. I guessed was one of the frontrunners to enter thereby making my browsing expierence a rather pleasent one. At least the walkways are much bigger. A potential problem was the crowds come. Still remember the horrible expierence at comex 06 where the notion "squash lyk sardins" was an understatment.

Just as i decided to head for the exit i realise that my body had entered the big boys toys roadshow. Gosh i taught thoese were only meant for people above 18 but too my surprise it turned out to be much for decent tons of cool cars to look at and hardly any revealing stuff. U noe wad i mean.

And there u have the roads shows for the week and guess wad? I'll be heading down to sitex tmr again to purchase some stuff. I'm gonna fine some way to persude my mum to get a new printer sharper printer.

2006-11-27T21:29:00.000+08:00

I've been doing werid things throughout the duration of last week and so i shall speak about them one by one.

Firstly, i'm facing this stigma that one day this blog would close much sooner then i'm expecting it to be. We've all notice that i've been blogging fewer and fewer since the blog was set up. I don't exactly wish for the blog to close down and so i shall tolerate the low readership and keep the blog going. All the best to me myself and I in keeping this blog going.

I have just finshe repainted 1/3 of my room. Mainly due to my maid's poor colour choosing skills. My room was coated with a whitetish blue pain instead of the ordinary plain white. To my disamy she repainted part of my room with the pure white paint instead of the blueish colour. Therefore had to repaint the entire part of the room by myself. Hiye so trouble some but rather nice. I'm gonna have to tolerate the smell for several days.

I've been going to school for the whole and last week and for the first three days of this week. Hiye sometimes i really hope there will be a week or two where i'll actually be free to laze around at home and play on the computer for the whole day. Hopefully it'll come soon and there goes my chance to dye my hair.

Ok i guess i'm kinda of done for this blog entry and i'll try to blog as soon as possible. Goodbye people

2006-11-23T11:59:00.000+08:00

I'm finally back from OBS and i muz say it is indeed a life changing expierence. The trainers are the best trainers i've ever meet and the outdoor astomosphere only adds to the fun

Day 1
To my surprise the facilities turned out much more modernise that my wild imaginative thoughts.The prinicipal "back to basics" gave me an impression of the hell i would probably be going thru the coming week. So i headed towards pulau ubin expecting the worst. We did some of the usual ice breakers followed by learning several skills that we would be needing in the next few days at night we had a false fire alarm that seriously did not sound lyk a fire alarm and we got repremanded by the chieft camp officer for failing to bring the medical pouch.Had green bean soup for supper

Day 2
Woke up at 5.55am for flag raising. Canoe expidtion today. Perhaps one of the more fun events. Learnt several technique on how to steer the canoe in the right direction.Teamed up with susanna as they made it complusory for a guy to go with a girl. So we set off in our canoe to an offshore island called frog island or more commonly noe as "pulau ketam". The ride there was simply hell as susanna had developed blisters on her hands..thus i had to paddle almost the entire length. Upon reaching back to ubin we freshed ourselfs us and headed to the quaddrangle for some bonding games)skipping together synchronise numbering games and walking on planks off wood together) again. Finally it was time for supper and guessed wad. Red bean soup was serverd. I realise that bean soups are actually one of the easiest soups to prepare. You just simply boil it. Haha slp soudly thru the night...day 3,4 and 5 tmorrow

2006-11-23T11:50:00.000+08:00

So sry people blogger has seriously been giving alot of trouble this few days...mostly due to the transition from the old blogger to the new goggle blogger anyway the log entry coutinues

Day 3

A Day of hell for me. Lack of sleep combine with a dame heavy back indeed took a toll on my life. However the sense of satisfaction upon reaching the campsite was greater than usual. However there was still more to come as expected. The hard florr meant that the majority of the watch had some trouble sleeping. Which obviously of course included me. Again some bonding games were played throughout the day to better foester bonding amoung us. One of dame was theme " Alphine resucue" in which we had to transport a strecher from one side of the tons of logs to the end. Lack of proper leadership lead to the downfall as usual. Next was the land x expidition where we had to track thru the whole of pulau ubin. Due to our lack of sleep, our moods took a turn for the worst. There were periods of times when i was rather moody. Probably due to a lack of leadership plus unconfidence. However at the end of the day we all learn to forgive each other.

Day 4
Told to walk from our campsite to an unknow place in return for getting the greatest reward we would every receive. Which eventually turned out to be one of our injuried bunkmates who got injuried during the alphine rescue challengen. Next we headed towards a quarry where we were told to build a raft that would be able to support 16 people in the quarry. I must say the quarry experience was perhaps the most rewarding of them all as all of us had not bath for the past few days. Thus the taste of freshwater simply blew my mind. Sleeping was hell as we were told to sleep in an area filled with uneven rocks. Struggled to Sleep

2006-11-23T11:42:00.001+08:00

Day 5 Finally headed back to camp 1 and back to our bunks. What a relief it was. I was finally able to take a proper bath and feel fresh again. Sadly it would also be the last day spent with my wondeful bunk mates from "barker". I must say that althought i felt that some of the members lack the team spirit they all still helped in one way or another Hiye the throwing stone incident where we had to make a promise really awoke me. Final Goodbyes were sad as usual

and there u have in people, my five days in outward bound.

2006-11-12T23:23:00.000+08:00

OUTWARD BOUND CAMP FOR DAYS PEOPLE BACK ON FRI 17 NOV 2006

can't belive tmorrow is already outward bound...its probably the longest outdoor camp then i'll be going to...

wun be blogging for several days..dun miss me people

2006-11-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

I've offically come to the conclusion that this years sec 2 students are way smarter than the sec 3 batch...Lets do a comparision....we have three pure science classes and they have 5...hiye speaking of that....it seems rather easy to get into pure classes this year....one of my band members got a mere 55% and he actually succeded in taking bio chem plus amaths....how tyco...I slogged my hearts out to the 63% juz to get into a pure class and failed...luckily my appeal was sucessful and i'm proud to say i'm not the last in class...althought i have the second lowest psle score...wei liang being the lowest but hes so dame freaking smart....but lazy as usual

Speaking of subject combinations...i was in total shock upon seeing one of my friends being retained for the year....he used to constantly beat me in primary sch in academic results that is..i'm lost for words

After reading several blogs...i've realise that serveral people have actually started doing their sec 4 work....how hardworking...i need i should start revising my sec 3 work first...cause somehow i still dun feel confident about sec 3 stuff espically my amaths...

Why muz band always be on saturday...very demotivated to wake up so early on saturday juz to go for band

2006-11-08T22:10:00.000+08:00

haha i've finally received some positive news from ms tan today....the school is seriously considering allowing handphones next year....finally man....i've been working so hard over it and its finally starting to pay off....

I'm off to buy my print server tmorrow...for your information a print server allows multiples computers to print on a single printer...it means that i could click print on my laptop and it comes out upstairs....how cool is that...hopefully its not over budget...speaking about technology...sitex 2006 is coming up 30th nov to 3 dec....haha luckily for me, i'm going away on the 3rd....i intend to get several stuff...bluetooth adapter...antivirus...and so on....probably wait till next year to buy a new computer...when windows vista is stable....

Lessons these few days have been as usual..physics as usual was easier and mr lim took 20 mins to set up his laptop...why can't he be faster man..mdm low is starting on P N B which sounds lyk a rather hard chapter...how i wish we could have geog lesson again...miss geog badly...

Drum lessons tmorrow and i'm gonna get my start to destroy my new drumsticks....abit reluctant too thought...haha i've decided that i'm gonna abandon my pionner drumsticks ones its seriously warn out...

OBS next week....hopefully i pack the right stuff...

2006-11-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

I've gotto comment on this super unique expierence that i "received" on saturday....as one of my long long distance relatives had passed away,we visited hes wake as a sign of respect...location?...singapore casket building...It juz happened they were going to start with the prayer service....its a letheran service btw...The first song was sung in cantonese....second song was sung in hokkien...and the last song was sung in mandrain...how werid is there...service with three different lauguages...absurb..haha the first prayer was in cantonese and the ending was in mandrain....i wonder wad message god is trying to pass to me...i've still contemplating the signs....

To add on to this...todays thanksgiving mass i attended was sung by small kids...the service was also conducted with a very child like approach..certainly not wad i expected it to be....the question resurfaces again...what is he trying to tell me.....multi launguage service...children service....

Bought clay aiken new album entitled " A Thousand Different Ways" so far i muz say hes singing is good as ever...the album seems to made up of old classics restyled...haha i think i'm gonna going start regoing crazy over clay aiken song juz lyk i did with hes last two albums...one christmas and the other measure of a men...

Tmorrow we're going to vivo city to watch "An Inconveninet Turth"....and its fully paided by the school....haha i heard that only the pure classes are going so i muz count myself really really lucky...

Sian theres sch tmr...English Physics E Maths

2006-11-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

Third day of extra lessons...i muz consider myself lucky that i manage to escape the temperture taking exercises...obviously by coming late....slightly late that is...

During the english lessons...we were going thru chimp words which we are suppose to use in our ten blogs entry...i intend to get start writing my entries after outward bound singapore...haha i've sorta of plan what to write already...its gonna be the lives of the rushing singaporeans....why singaporeans are so unquie...and much to come...juz that i can't actually remember...

E Maths was really easy...larry taught it was primary schools work...yes larry we noe your're smart....A Maths was surprisingly easy too...haha the radian chapter was much easier than i anticipated it to be....juz when i taught that we were only at the start of the chapter...mdm low announce that we could go once we finshed her homework....

Decided to go cycling today....headed to lagoon first for the famous hokkien mee...followed by a long long ride to changi airport when i witnessed planes taking off and landing for half an hour...i still wanna be a piolet....following that cycle back to lagoon for a drink followed by going home...Total Distance Covered In 1 Hour...10Km....and i dun feel tired...haha...i'm fit...

Band tmorrow...sian sian...why muz they have band on saturday...it simply deters people from coming....hiye

2006-11-01T22:18:00.000+08:00

First day of extra lessons...and todays happens to me all the heavyweight subjects...hiye half the homework were being thrown to us today...Firstly for english,we're suppose to do ten blog entries and two new words are suppose to be included in every entry...how bombastic....ok...for once i'm actually gonna blog in perfect english...not exactly happy but not sad either....neutural...

A Maths lesson was crap...we're going deeper into things which i still strongly against..reason being?...i fail to see the uses of such things...why learn some radian measurment form when degree serves the same purpose...sian sian..pure torture...

Band was somewhat a happy affair today...mrs chua seem super high today constanly making jokes...till the point that some students were offended(she called their playing style cc)....Ok we're looking good for the SYF competition except that we really sound horrible during the changing of counts part....confusing sia...luckily i'm only playing parts in the 2/4 counts....wads scary is that its a complete solo...I'm actually looking foward to saturday...for once...

I Hope to get my creative earphones tmorrow..if i have the time that is...i saved up enough money...finally...

Headed to eat katong chicken rice today at katong shopping center...its comparable to the five star chicken rice...there seems to be this bakery shop located juz off the eating center which serves really good cakes...was too full to try any...hopefully i'll get the chance to try one one of these days....

2006-10-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

These two days have been really boring days indeed....sunday was the usual swimming followed by dinner...had to go home early as my baby sis had to study for her final years exams...how i pity the primary schools kids...their exams only starts when we're already "enjoying our holidays"...

Spend nearly 5 hours clearing junk out of room...totally amazing how much junk existed in my room for the past 6 years...they've been graudally accumalating without me even noticing....glad that it looks way way nicer now...much neater at least...all the primary 6 illegal past year papers are gone...3/4 of the cds have been either moved of thrown away...all the books has been shifted to my sisters room...

I've juz been informed that i've got some outreach programe tmorrow...how amazing....sorry i wouldn't be able to make it as i'm gonna be having my maths tuition...why is everything so last min...always pisses me off badly sia....sc notice board needs to be up as soon as possible...as usual people are always waiting till the last min to get things done...i guess that how the world revolves round

Band today was held from 1pm to 4.30pm...who holds cca's in the afternoon during the holidays...this is so absurb...was feeling supersick for some reason and mrs chua actually asked me to go home....haha shes so caring..decided to coutinue suffering for 2 hours and i'm glad i did so..i've finally learn to enjoy the song...the tune is sounds majestic...

End of story

2006-10-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

John acting lyk a three year old kid

Enjoy !!